送戒指的意思是什么？
只是纯粹因为知道我喜欢戒指？
还是另有含义？
很想知道，却没勇气找寻答案...
Monday, December 27, 2010
Sunday, December 26, 2010
2010圣诞
今年的圣诞，不是最特别的，却是最温馨的一次
一个礼拜多前就买了机票的我，心情是复杂得难以形容
除了是要见他以外，就是去和很久不见的好朋友聚一聚
他定了酒店，虽然没有安排其它特别的节目，对我来说就已经足够
24号的那个晚上，在一间西餐厅吃了圣诞套餐，就往戏院去
看了一部很有创意的电影 “TRON LEGACY”，却不很理想，也许太多的解释吧！
他没有任何的亲密举动，却只爱不定时地拨弄我的头发，按按我的颈项
25号晚上约了朋友去唱K，过后跑到对面的夜店继续狂欢跳舞
也许喝得太快，我吐了整晚，在夜店里的时候只顾尽情跳个痛快，顺道闪酒
就算知道隔天是最早的那班机，却还是玩到2点多才散会
看上去我们并不像情侣，事实上也是一个介于朋友与情侣之间没有确定答案的关系
他会很细心的，总是要确定我有没有吃饱，却不会逼着我吃多
他会像小孩般撒娇，就是要我能够顺他的意，其实是希望我开心
最后，还送了我一枚不明含义的戒指，搞得我更不知所措
最后，还送了我一枚不明含义的戒指，搞得我更不知所措
好几次了我都想冲动的去问他关于我们这段不确定的情感
却往往话到嘴边又吞回去，总是怕尴尬，怕会有不好的事情发生
我真的很无奈，很犹豫，很混乱！
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
是你
如果可以从新选择，我真的很希望我没有遇见过你，没有爱过你。
是你，让我觉得很有安全感，在你怀里，我永远都觉得很温暖，永远都觉得很安心。
是你，在我遇到课业上的问题的时候，努力的帮助我，让我度过一次又一次的难关。
是你，让我明白人一定要向前看，一定要设定自己的目标，然后努力去达成目标。
是你，让我爱上你，在一起了，却又人间蒸发，消失在我们的爱情里，音讯全无。
是你，让我想放弃，却在我快要忘记你的时候，又突然出现，给了我希望又剥夺它。
是你，答应过我的东西永远都做不到，一次又一次的欺骗我，一次又一次的伤害我。
我其实很谢谢你，给了我那么多，却到头来，也是你，让我失望透顶。
我无从选择，很想讨厌你，很想放下对你的情感，可是我真的很挣扎！为什么你会让我那么的犹豫不决，那么的纠缠不清，那么的优柔果断！
是你，让我觉得很有安全感，在你怀里，我永远都觉得很温暖，永远都觉得很安心。
是你，在我遇到课业上的问题的时候，努力的帮助我，让我度过一次又一次的难关。
是你，让我明白人一定要向前看，一定要设定自己的目标，然后努力去达成目标。
是你，让我爱上你，在一起了，却又人间蒸发，消失在我们的爱情里，音讯全无。
是你，让我想放弃，却在我快要忘记你的时候，又突然出现，给了我希望又剥夺它。
是你，答应过我的东西永远都做不到，一次又一次的欺骗我，一次又一次的伤害我。
我其实很谢谢你，给了我那么多，却到头来，也是你，让我失望透顶。
我无从选择，很想讨厌你，很想放下对你的情感，可是我真的很挣扎！为什么你会让我那么的犹豫不决，那么的纠缠不清，那么的优柔果断！
Sunday, December 5, 2010
我过关了
成绩在几天前就公布了，我担心了那么久，我过关了，终于可以松一口气了！
现在人在吉隆坡，可是却没事做，闷死了！本来约好了一班朋友的，却临时有事取消了，也不知道能不能够有时间再约！今天是星期日，却整天都留在家里没有出去，真的快闷死了！没有车用的日子真的很不好过，不方便，哪里都去不了！
朋友本来说今天下午会找我的，却因为家里没人，要负责照顾他年迈的外婆而没办法赴约！看来这回我真的买错机票了，应该早一点回老家的！
现在人在吉隆坡，可是却没事做，闷死了！本来约好了一班朋友的，却临时有事取消了，也不知道能不能够有时间再约！今天是星期日，却整天都留在家里没有出去，真的快闷死了！没有车用的日子真的很不好过，不方便，哪里都去不了！
朋友本来说今天下午会找我的，却因为家里没人，要负责照顾他年迈的外婆而没办法赴约！看来这回我真的买错机票了，应该早一点回老家的！
Monday, November 8, 2010
加油加油！
现在已经是12.48AM了，却还是一点睡意也没有。昨天晚上睡觉的时候也已经是一点多，今天早上起来的时候太阳其实很刺眼，还以为已经快中午了，谁知道查了查电话，才发现是6AM！以为自己的手机时间有问题，抓了另一台电话再查一查，一样是6AM！我的妈呀！我才睡了不到5个钟头！！！很努力的在床上翻滚了快半个小时，希望自己能够再入睡，我失败了！很不愿意的爬起身来梳洗一番，坐在电脑前面没事干！这里按按，那里按按，到了将近11点多，终于开始困了，又在爬回床上睡去~
再次醒来的时候已经快1PM了！再次坐回电脑前面，朋友约了出去喝茶，我很爽快地就答应了！想到上几个礼拜连续赶着功课都没有轻松过，想想明天的考试也就算了，没有什么心情温习，换了个装，就出门去！朋友和我说了一个我很不愿意知道的消息，她要搬到另一个地方和她的男友一起生活！看来明年回来的时候，我就又少了一个可以一起玩疯的朋友了~叹息呀！
过了明天的考试，我就真的可以放松了，不要去想成绩！反正在怎样担心也改变不了结果，只要自己尽力了就好，至少对得起自己！加油吧！“贱”-NET，你可以的！
再次醒来的时候已经快1PM了！再次坐回电脑前面，朋友约了出去喝茶，我很爽快地就答应了！想到上几个礼拜连续赶着功课都没有轻松过，想想明天的考试也就算了，没有什么心情温习，换了个装，就出门去！朋友和我说了一个我很不愿意知道的消息，她要搬到另一个地方和她的男友一起生活！看来明年回来的时候，我就又少了一个可以一起玩疯的朋友了~叹息呀！
过了明天的考试，我就真的可以放松了，不要去想成绩！反正在怎样担心也改变不了结果，只要自己尽力了就好，至少对得起自己！加油吧！“贱”-NET，你可以的！
Saturday, October 2, 2010
单身又怎样？
很多人都很好奇，为什么我到现在还是单身？都快7-8个月的时间了，还是单身？尤其是身边比较熟的朋友，问了又问。其实我知道为什么他们会好奇，因为我从不缺爱情，至少他们认识的那个以前的我是这样！想知道为什么？其实答案很简单：
1 - 一直追求自由不爱被控制、讨厌约束的自己，暂时觉得单身生活比较愉快，并不想寄托于任何的感情牵挂和困扰
2 - 自己喜欢的对象并没有明确表态对我的情感，不想自己先会错意，所以也就变得无声无息；喜欢我的对象却是郎有情妹无意，叫我怎么接受？
3 - 就算是恋爱了，也只会是痛苦的远距离爱情，除了思念的折磨，就是无依无靠的寂寞，还要担心对方的不忠、自己可能会变的情感，那还不如单身的好？
我其实一点都没变，还是以前那个爱玩就玩，做尽傻事让人家笑话也不会觉得羞耻的那个我！唯独对于感情，我不得不变。心已经疲惫了，伤痕累累的，怎么治疗都不会复原，至少已经不是一颗完完整整的心了！有好几次，想要不顾一切的豁出去，却被心里那微弱的声音给止住了，不停的呐喊 “ 不要做傻事，最后又要受伤的 ”，所以还没行动，我就胆怯了、退缩了！
现在寻找的爱情，再不是什么轰轰烈烈、惊喜连连、浪漫不断的爱情。希望的只是踏踏实实、坚韧不变的爱情，寻求的也只是一个可以给于安全感的终生依靠。
1 - 一直追求自由不爱被控制、讨厌约束的自己，暂时觉得单身生活比较愉快，并不想寄托于任何的感情牵挂和困扰
2 - 自己喜欢的对象并没有明确表态对我的情感，不想自己先会错意，所以也就变得无声无息；喜欢我的对象却是郎有情妹无意，叫我怎么接受？
3 - 就算是恋爱了，也只会是痛苦的远距离爱情，除了思念的折磨，就是无依无靠的寂寞，还要担心对方的不忠、自己可能会变的情感，那还不如单身的好？
我其实一点都没变，还是以前那个爱玩就玩，做尽傻事让人家笑话也不会觉得羞耻的那个我！唯独对于感情，我不得不变。心已经疲惫了，伤痕累累的，怎么治疗都不会复原，至少已经不是一颗完完整整的心了！有好几次，想要不顾一切的豁出去，却被心里那微弱的声音给止住了，不停的呐喊 “ 不要做傻事，最后又要受伤的 ”，所以还没行动，我就胆怯了、退缩了！
现在寻找的爱情，再不是什么轰轰烈烈、惊喜连连、浪漫不断的爱情。希望的只是踏踏实实、坚韧不变的爱情，寻求的也只是一个可以给于安全感的终生依靠。
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
23rd B'DAY
26th September 2010
Woke up around noon, called my friend to accompany me to do some preparations for the night coming little birthday party! Nothing much to prepare tho, just for the drinks and the cake. My friends reserved a 10" strawberry cake, it was really nice and delicious. Unluckily, she bought the wrong candles with the number of 22 instead of 23! LOL. Correct information on the chocolate plate but wrong for the candle. Nah~ Whatever! Who cares?
Woke up around noon, called my friend to accompany me to do some preparations for the night coming little birthday party! Nothing much to prepare tho, just for the drinks and the cake. My friends reserved a 10" strawberry cake, it was really nice and delicious. Unluckily, she bought the wrong candles with the number of 22 instead of 23! LOL. Correct information on the chocolate plate but wrong for the candle. Nah~ Whatever! Who cares?
The wordings on the chocolate plate? 贱-NET 23 生日快乐 > Jeanette 23rd Happy Birthday!
* The meaning of 贱? Find it out yourself!
We had lots of fun in my friend's house (as I organised my party at her place, more convenient and it's at least a private unit). One of my friend wasn't feeling quite well due to her food poisoning (take care and rest well yo!). We drank, we talked, we played dices. However, I was too tired and was already home before 11pm! Took a shower and prepared to sleep!
27th September 2010
Worked in the morning, and after work, I went to buy some Halloween stuffs for the Klub Kandy Halloween party. What had I bought? Devil Hair-band! Danced all night long till everyone was so sweaty!!! The place was so so crowded! I spotted bunnies, Marios, princesses, Pikachu, etc...
** Thank you all of you guys to celebrate my birthday with me and also all the wishes that I received! Love you guys so much!
Friday, September 10, 2010
WAITING
Sitting alone at the library, waiting for my friend's call. He was supposed to accompany me on a visit to my proposed site to take some photos, but I was late due to the wait for my turn on the tutorial just now. Nothing much to talk about my design with the tutor just now, because my drawings were just random without any fixed dimensions. Slightly talked bout my ideas on the bridge, the tutor didn't seem to have much problem with it, so I guess I'm alright! HAPPY! Next thing I'm gonna do is to focus on the model building tomorrow. Then the rest of next week is to fix my design problem.
Boring! Still waiting for the call and my phone seems to lie on the table silently. Sigh~ What the hell is he doing and when is he going to call me? Nah~ After all it's still my fault, I made him waiting just now and now's my turn to wait. T.T
It was drizzling outside. Had a 6-inch Subway with a cup of white hot chocolate. I'm half-full. Planning to have another meal after my site analysis is done! And he is definitely owing me a cup of milk tea. "Ladies' every-month-problem"? Who cares! I never stop in taking cold things since I was born! LOL! Without milk tea, there's like something missing in my life! Overstating? Not at all! I'm serious! Milk tea, I love YOU!
Boring! Still waiting for the call and my phone seems to lie on the table silently. Sigh~ What the hell is he doing and when is he going to call me? Nah~ After all it's still my fault, I made him waiting just now and now's my turn to wait. T.T
It was drizzling outside. Had a 6-inch Subway with a cup of white hot chocolate. I'm half-full. Planning to have another meal after my site analysis is done! And he is definitely owing me a cup of milk tea. "Ladies' every-month-problem"? Who cares! I never stop in taking cold things since I was born! LOL! Without milk tea, there's like something missing in my life! Overstating? Not at all! I'm serious! Milk tea, I love YOU!
Sunday, September 5, 2010
LATEST UPDATE
It was about a month ago since my last post. Being so lazy to update my "latest news" because nothing was really special, other then I had bruises on my knees because of my slip during work weeks ago. It was really painful and yet the bruises are still not totally cleared yet!
It's Spring now. Not to say it's hot, but warm... Raining almost everyday since Spring, I like it rains when I'm sleeping, but not when I'm hanging out! God!!!
The place where I work have moved to next door! On the 1st day of opening, it was terribly crowded and busy. Kitchen staffs weren't able to cope with the new environment and there was some system problem going on that time. Fast orders but slow in serving. The situation was really terrifying. I was the one issued to be "consultant" dealing with customers' inquiries of the day. I was really stressed out when most of the customers left with fierce and unsatisfying faces! However, I tried my best to do my job with polite greetings to all of them. What a tough day!!!
2nd day of the opening, I had night shift and it was Annual River Festival of Brisbane! No fireworks for me, no jets performance for me! >< Undeniably, there was going to be flows and flows of people coming in for food after the fest! Problems occurred: malfunction of exhaust fan in the kitchen, electrical breakdown...etc! Get the problems fixed after half an hour and continued the flow! What a NIGHT! Finished my work around 10.30pm, grabbed my Subway and went home! I was exhausted!
It's Spring now. Not to say it's hot, but warm... Raining almost everyday since Spring, I like it rains when I'm sleeping, but not when I'm hanging out! God!!!
The place where I work have moved to next door! On the 1st day of opening, it was terribly crowded and busy. Kitchen staffs weren't able to cope with the new environment and there was some system problem going on that time. Fast orders but slow in serving. The situation was really terrifying. I was the one issued to be "consultant" dealing with customers' inquiries of the day. I was really stressed out when most of the customers left with fierce and unsatisfying faces! However, I tried my best to do my job with polite greetings to all of them. What a tough day!!!
2nd day of the opening, I had night shift and it was Annual River Festival of Brisbane! No fireworks for me, no jets performance for me! >< Undeniably, there was going to be flows and flows of people coming in for food after the fest! Problems occurred: malfunction of exhaust fan in the kitchen, electrical breakdown...etc! Get the problems fixed after half an hour and continued the flow! What a NIGHT! Finished my work around 10.30pm, grabbed my Subway and went home! I was exhausted!
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
1ST ACUPUNCTURE
Being kinda lazy recently, so I hardly update my blog page. I'm so sorry about that.
I had a 5-day New Zealand trip but I had only updated for a 2-day blog. I'm so sorry. I'm just too lazy to update the rest of my journey. In short, everything in NZ is a nature mystery! It is a country with nice sceneries that you'll never forget! And you'll definitely want to be there again! That's the conclusion for my trip to NZ!!!
** PS: For my NZ trip's photos as what I had mentioned in my previous posts... Please feel free to have a peek through my Facebook! ^^
Now for my latest update...
Yesterday wasn't a very good day for me. Woke up in the morning and I realized something wasn't right on my right ankle. 1st step out of my bed, it hurt! I didn't really care about the ache and straight to work. Stood for hours during my working time running in and out of the kitchen as usual to clear up the tables. And the ankle was really my killing point. I can't stand anymore. Talked to my manager about the problem and as well it was the time for my shift off! Text my friend about my inconvenient of going for the 7.30pm BodyJam class and I got her reply as "Come on! I bring you to the acupuncture!" Well, it wasn't a bad thing to try out! I followed her to a massage centre in a plaza. It was a male therapist to serve us and he is my friend's good friend. Got to believe him anyway!
He checked on my ankle and found nothing. No swell, no bruise, NOTHING! However, when he put on pressure on my ankle! It hurt! Really hurt! He started his acupuncture skill on my ankle with 5 needles in different so-called "acupoints". It wasn't hurt after all as what I'd been told "acupuncture is really hurt"... Laid there for about half an hour and done! After that, he massaged my ankle.
It was actually still hurt last night for my right ankle. However, I'm feeling much better today. At least it is not as hurt as yesterday!
I had a 5-day New Zealand trip but I had only updated for a 2-day blog. I'm so sorry. I'm just too lazy to update the rest of my journey. In short, everything in NZ is a nature mystery! It is a country with nice sceneries that you'll never forget! And you'll definitely want to be there again! That's the conclusion for my trip to NZ!!!
** PS: For my NZ trip's photos as what I had mentioned in my previous posts... Please feel free to have a peek through my Facebook! ^^
Now for my latest update...
Yesterday wasn't a very good day for me. Woke up in the morning and I realized something wasn't right on my right ankle. 1st step out of my bed, it hurt! I didn't really care about the ache and straight to work. Stood for hours during my working time running in and out of the kitchen as usual to clear up the tables. And the ankle was really my killing point. I can't stand anymore. Talked to my manager about the problem and as well it was the time for my shift off! Text my friend about my inconvenient of going for the 7.30pm BodyJam class and I got her reply as "Come on! I bring you to the acupuncture!" Well, it wasn't a bad thing to try out! I followed her to a massage centre in a plaza. It was a male therapist to serve us and he is my friend's good friend. Got to believe him anyway!
It was actually still hurt last night for my right ankle. However, I'm feeling much better today. At least it is not as hurt as yesterday!
Thursday, July 8, 2010
NZ TRIP DAY 2
Woke up early in the morning at around 5.20am, got ready as quickly as possible to catch a bus to Milford Sound for a cruise ride out to the shore. It was a one day trip. The whole journey took about 5 hours. It was really an exhausting trip. We did stop by some of the places along the journey to take some wonderful pictures. There was an open space of greenery covered with snow. Then, there was a place called Mirror Lakes which the surface of the lake reflected the scenery around it just like a mirror! It was really amazing!
I slept half way through the journey. I was really really tired. Finally we reached Milford Sound, boarded the cruise and started another journey out to the shore. Mountains and waterfalls were all surrounding the place. It was really a stunning scenery with some living things like seals and dolphins, too! However, it was really a cold day. The cold breeze from the sea really frozen my fingers. Tried so hard to cover all my exposed parts into my jacket to avoid the direct contact with the external freezing weather! 
After a 2 hours ride, we headed back to Milford Sound port and took the bus home. On the way back, I vomited few times. That was really torturing. However, I really enjoyed the trip a lot! You got to see something new and discovered something you'd never known!
** More pictures available in my Facebook (Jeanette Pang : jamie_pty@hotmail.com)
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
NZ TRIP DAY 1
Got on a bus to the nearest train station in Toowong to catch a train to the central station. Met up with my other friends at the station and headed to the Brisbane International Terminal around 4.30pm to catch the 1830 flight. Failed to check in because we didn't bring along our student visa for verification and we had to go online to download our E-visa as a proof to get checked in for the flight to New Zealand. Finally, we were done with the check in and got in the plane for a 3.5 hours flight to Christchurch. By the time we reached Christchurch, it was already 12am. Rented a car at the airport and had a cup of coffee before we started our journey way down to Queenstown. The weather is freezing cold by the time we stepped out of the terminal! Quickly, we took our very 1st picture outside the terminal and rushed to the car in no time.
It was really a very long ride to Queenstown. It took about 8 hours to reach Queenstown. Checked in to Alpine Village. The place was really awesome! The scenery was incredibly stunning! Most of the place was covered with thin snow and this was the very 1st time for me to get so close with SNOW! Everyone was so tired and exhausted after the long ride from Christchurch. After bath, we slept for about 2 hours and started our visit around the town.
1st, we went to the Skyline Gondola in Queenstown. Had our photo shooting session and of course the Luge! It was really fun! We saw people playing bungee, it was really terrifying! Had our late lunch at the cafe up at the mountain and headed down to the town to grabbed some ingredients which we planned to have steamboat at our resort! After that, we were all off to bed in no time!
** More photos to be viewed in my Facebook (Jeanette Pang : jamie_pty@hotmail.com)
Thursday, June 17, 2010
THE ROAD
Something happened this morning when I was on my way to work at the city...
Guess what I saw???
A big hole in the middle of the road at the city... I wondered what happened? Slight earthquake? Bad road condition? Stopped for a few seconds to take some picture and rushed to work...
And then... this was what happened after I was on my way home...
Efficient enough? XD
Saturday, June 12, 2010
BODYJAM & STEAMBOAT
Had a really great day yesterday...
Afternoon, went for groceries shopping with a friend, bought some ingredients for the steamboat session we planned to have at night... Before that, we had our late lunch of take-away McDonald's meals and coffee time at Zaraffa's. The mousse cake she ordered was nice but my chocolate muffin was way too hard -- just like a stone! After the late lunch, she accompanied me to Fitness First, requesting a free trial for the BodyJam class at 6.30pm. I got a 1-day free pass for the class. Was so excited about the class!
Went home around 5pm to start the preparation of the steamboat. And then, we went back the the gym around 5.45pm. Had some little workout with the equipments available at the center before the class started at 6.30pm. The BodyJam class was just great. I enjoyed my time in that class. An hour session is not too long, but it was more than enough for you to get sweaty! It has been a really long time since the last time I exercised!
Got back for the steamboat around 7.45pm, we had our dinner in no time. Everyone was hungry! It was really a wonderful dinner with all the friends sitting on the floor in front of the TV having a herbal based soup steamboat with lots of different ingredients and sauces! Yum yum~~~ Finished our dinner, took some rest and prepared for shower at my friend's place before the Rummy session again! Hahahaha~ Didn't really win a lot but I had a lot of fun playing it whilst the guys were busy with their WorldCup!
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
FOR YOU & ONLY YOU
我记得你和我说过, 我的部落格里, 记载的都是其他人的事, 很少有关于你的...
其实不竟然, 因为, 关于你的, 我大部分都用华语打的, 而你却不懂得看华语...
这一篇, 就是完完全全属于你的... 为你打的, 一样的是用华语, 你永远都读不到...
就因为知道你不会华语, 而叙述的情感对我来说, 用华语比较能够表达...
我选择这一切永远是个秘密... 别人会明白, 会知道, 而你永远都不会明白, 也不会知道...
认识你, 是三年前的事吧? 我还记得, 我是通过一个交友网站寻求课业上的问题时遇见了你...
你帮我解答了我的课业问题, 却因为某一部分功课的难题, 我们最终约出来见面讨论了...
我真的很谢谢你, 你不但很有礼貌, 还帮了我很大的忙, 解决了我的功课, 还教会我很多东西...
慢慢的, 我们开始聊天, 那时候的你, 除了工作, 还要进修硕士, 半工半读 (这是我很欣赏你的其中一点), 觉得你很有上进心...
你真的真的很忙, 你很少会有机会上线, 更不用说是出来见面, 往往我遇到了难题, 都很难找到你...
可是, 日子久了, 我也就习惯了, 你会抽出那么一些些的时间, 和我上网聊天, 我真的很开心...
渐渐的, 我发觉, 自己喜欢上你了, 却又没有勇气告诉你, 因为, 我也即将毕业离开...
没有打算要跟你说什么的, 就这样, 我们一直是维持着朋友的关系, 远距离的保持联络着...
突然之间, 你失踪了, 消失在线上, 电话也联系不上你, 我很好奇, 不停地在寻找你的踪迹...
不知道过了多久, 你忽然又上线了, 第一句和我说的就是 "I miss you so much~ Can you be my girl?"...
我愣住了, 当下的我不知道如何回答, 我真的很喜欢很喜欢你, 却又有所顾虑 (因为我知道我不能忍受远距离的爱情, 我知道会很辛苦)...
过了几天, 你又再问同样的问题, 这一次, 我屈服了, 我答应了, 却在我答应了的隔一天, 你又再一次的消失了...
一个月后, 你出现了, 而我, 忍无可忍的, 痛骂了你一顿, 然后提出分手...
你什么话也没说, 静静的让我骂了很久很久, 就连挽留也没有的答应了分手, 最后只是跟我说 "I love you, I really do..."
我哭了, 不是因为你的不挽留, 而是因为我的冲动和不谅解...
不久后的某一天, 你跟我说了你消失的原因, 我才恍然大悟...
后悔, 我真的后悔了, 却不知道如何是好, 你不敢提出复合, 而我也胆怯了...
我们就这样一直保持着朋友的关系, 在线上维持联系, 互相嘘寒问暖...
直到我要去澳洲读书的那一天, 我们都没有机会再见面...
一样的, 我们还是在网上聊天, 很意外的, 你又提出了在一起的要求...
而这一次, 我们的约定是 - In a relationship without commitment...
简单来说, 就是只要其中一方找到适合的对象, 另外一方就得放手... 而我, 在不久的后来, 找到了, 而你不得不放手...
那一段澳洲的恋情, 很短很短, 伤的我很痛很痛... 也把你给气坏了, 原因只有一个, 那个男的很烂, 而我却一直傻傻的在维护他...
就这样, 半年后, 我和他分手了, 刚好放暑假的时候让我可以疗疗伤...
今年年头, 开学的时候, 你就自告奋勇地说要到机场接我, 陪我度过那八个小时的空档转机时间, 我很快就答应了... 那是我们两年后的再次相聚, 虽然时间很短, 我却很开心...
就这样, 你送我离开了马来西亚... 回到澳洲...
一直到前一天, 你忽然问我奇怪的问题 "Can you be my girl? I really love you..."
这一次, 我犹豫了, 没有回答你的问题, 我再一次的胆怯了, 我在逃避...
是为什么? 你问我爱不爱你的时候, 我没有办法回答, 真的没有办法.
明明好好的一段友谊, 为什么要去破坏它? 我不懂! 我不敢尝试再一次的接受, 因为我害怕再一次的失去...
最后, 我想告诉你... I just can't bear with the risk...again... I'm sorry!
其实不竟然, 因为, 关于你的, 我大部分都用华语打的, 而你却不懂得看华语...
这一篇, 就是完完全全属于你的... 为你打的, 一样的是用华语, 你永远都读不到...
就因为知道你不会华语, 而叙述的情感对我来说, 用华语比较能够表达...
我选择这一切永远是个秘密... 别人会明白, 会知道, 而你永远都不会明白, 也不会知道...
认识你, 是三年前的事吧? 我还记得, 我是通过一个交友网站寻求课业上的问题时遇见了你...
你帮我解答了我的课业问题, 却因为某一部分功课的难题, 我们最终约出来见面讨论了...
我真的很谢谢你, 你不但很有礼貌, 还帮了我很大的忙, 解决了我的功课, 还教会我很多东西...
慢慢的, 我们开始聊天, 那时候的你, 除了工作, 还要进修硕士, 半工半读 (这是我很欣赏你的其中一点), 觉得你很有上进心...
你真的真的很忙, 你很少会有机会上线, 更不用说是出来见面, 往往我遇到了难题, 都很难找到你...
可是, 日子久了, 我也就习惯了, 你会抽出那么一些些的时间, 和我上网聊天, 我真的很开心...
渐渐的, 我发觉, 自己喜欢上你了, 却又没有勇气告诉你, 因为, 我也即将毕业离开...
没有打算要跟你说什么的, 就这样, 我们一直是维持着朋友的关系, 远距离的保持联络着...
突然之间, 你失踪了, 消失在线上, 电话也联系不上你, 我很好奇, 不停地在寻找你的踪迹...
不知道过了多久, 你忽然又上线了, 第一句和我说的就是 "I miss you so much~ Can you be my girl?"...
我愣住了, 当下的我不知道如何回答, 我真的很喜欢很喜欢你, 却又有所顾虑 (因为我知道我不能忍受远距离的爱情, 我知道会很辛苦)...
过了几天, 你又再问同样的问题, 这一次, 我屈服了, 我答应了, 却在我答应了的隔一天, 你又再一次的消失了...
一个月后, 你出现了, 而我, 忍无可忍的, 痛骂了你一顿, 然后提出分手...
你什么话也没说, 静静的让我骂了很久很久, 就连挽留也没有的答应了分手, 最后只是跟我说 "I love you, I really do..."
我哭了, 不是因为你的不挽留, 而是因为我的冲动和不谅解...
不久后的某一天, 你跟我说了你消失的原因, 我才恍然大悟...
后悔, 我真的后悔了, 却不知道如何是好, 你不敢提出复合, 而我也胆怯了...
我们就这样一直保持着朋友的关系, 在线上维持联系, 互相嘘寒问暖...
直到我要去澳洲读书的那一天, 我们都没有机会再见面...
一样的, 我们还是在网上聊天, 很意外的, 你又提出了在一起的要求...
而这一次, 我们的约定是 - In a relationship without commitment...
简单来说, 就是只要其中一方找到适合的对象, 另外一方就得放手... 而我, 在不久的后来, 找到了, 而你不得不放手...
那一段澳洲的恋情, 很短很短, 伤的我很痛很痛... 也把你给气坏了, 原因只有一个, 那个男的很烂, 而我却一直傻傻的在维护他...
就这样, 半年后, 我和他分手了, 刚好放暑假的时候让我可以疗疗伤...
今年年头, 开学的时候, 你就自告奋勇地说要到机场接我, 陪我度过那八个小时的空档转机时间, 我很快就答应了... 那是我们两年后的再次相聚, 虽然时间很短, 我却很开心...
就这样, 你送我离开了马来西亚... 回到澳洲...
一直到前一天, 你忽然问我奇怪的问题 "Can you be my girl? I really love you..."
这一次, 我犹豫了, 没有回答你的问题, 我再一次的胆怯了, 我在逃避...
是为什么? 你问我爱不爱你的时候, 我没有办法回答, 真的没有办法.
明明好好的一段友谊, 为什么要去破坏它? 我不懂! 我不敢尝试再一次的接受, 因为我害怕再一次的失去...
最后, 我想告诉你... I just can't bear with the risk...again... I'm sorry!
Friday, June 4, 2010
SWAROVSKI
Met my friend just now at Toowong after my groceries shopping... Was actually planning to cook a soup for dinner tonight... Ended up she told me that there's a SALE going on at Swarovski~! One of my favourite! I'm so not gonna miss this! Rushed home immediately to put down all my groceries, I took a bus to the city in no time! There were so many customers in the shop. I walked around the shop and spotted something I really like! Some of the corners were in 50% SALE!!! How can I miss this? No way!!! I grabbed 2 items, tried on them and without any hesitation, I made my payment... No regrets! No regrets! It's just an excuse for my broken necklace few weeks ago~! LOL... SATISFACTION!!!
Thursday, June 3, 2010
最近的心情
很久很久, 没有打部落格了~
这一篇, 我打算用中文的, 也许, 再一次的, 叙述的情感会比较多吧?
功课刚刚才交上去几天, 心情总是没办法安宁一点...
我没有信心, 真的不知道, 功课到底做得够不够好 (就算有时候, 觉得自己已经尽力了)...
往往教授要求的, 就是那么的抽象, 而我, 就得靠自己的感觉来走...
问了其他同学, 帮助也不很大, 他们只会说 "其实我也不清楚~"
到最后, 把功课交了, 就只能天天求神拜佛, 希望自己可以顺利过关~
这样的日子, 都不知过了多少年, 希望的, 就是快点毕业!
朋友们都说 "等你真的工作了, 你就会想要回到读书的时候了~"
其实我是明白的, 当你没有经历过的东西, 你总是很想尝试的, 不是吗?
现在, 除了我的兼职, 就是每天在家无所事事等24号的大考~
线上游戏倒是另一个消遣, 有时候和朋友约好了, 想想下, 又会不想赴约而临时取消!
头脑里天天想的, 就是顺利过关毕业, 快点回家和家人粘在一起 (真的很想很想家)...
面子书上, 表妹问我为什么假期不回家? (我真的很想, 可是妈说机票很贵) 我能怎么样?
两个字, 羡慕!!! 可是就算我回去, 也只是短短的两个礼拜!
加上平时就不爱搭飞机的我, 要我来回搭那么多趟的长途飞机, 杀了我吧~!
天气已经变冷了~ 冬天到了~
开始时买的小暖气, 感觉还不错, 可是现在没有什么作用, 还是会觉得冷!
开始时买的小暖气, 感觉还不错, 可是现在没有什么作用, 还是会觉得冷!
不太敢把它调到最高温, 怕它着火还是什么的, 所以, 只好自己穿厚一点呗~
今年年头上了个交友网站, 没什么特别的, 无聊人最多 (也许我也是个无聊人吧?)...
奇怪的是, 他们总喜欢问同样的问题 - - "为什么你会是单身?"
为什么我不能够是单身? 我单身很奇怪吗? 我一定要有男朋友吗? 真奇怪!
更好笑的是, 用户多为西马人, 每个都会说 "你回来的时候, 一定要记得找我哦! 这是我的号码 01X-XXXXXXX! 我们可以出来见个面喝个茶什么的~" (一成不变的话语)
如果我真的有去西马再转机, 那我不是很忙? 每天都要和不同的人见个面喝个茶? 那我到底要在西马待多久才能够和你们每个人都有见面的机会?
不过~~~ 这个网站也不是没有好处!
它最大的好处就是 - - 我每天都可以把它当笑话版来看~ 保证天天都有新的笑话~ (不是因为那里面真的有笑话版, 而是里面的用户真的很可笑~!)
最近的我, 很常想起他和他, 不知道为什么, 也不知道自己到底怎么了~
他, 是一个认识不久, 也相处不久的人, 却能够让我毫无保留的在他面前说出我的心事...
他, 是一个认识很久, 却很少见面很少有机会相处的人, 一样地, 我可以和他道出心事...
他, 总是能够很快就察觉到我的不开心, 很耐心地听我说话, 然后给与我鼓励, 最后一定会千方百计把我逗笑了, 确定我好些了, 才肯挂掉电话的人...
他, 工作很累很忙, 却每次都一定要千交待万交待我要多照顾自己, 听完我的心事, 给了我他的意见, 确定我平静了, 才肯挂电话去休息, 隔天会在面子书上留言问我好不好的人...
他, 幽默风趣, 只是想起他的笑声和他的脸, 就足够让我开心一天了~
他, 成熟稳重, 工作永远第一, 却永远要确定我是好好的, 才会安心~
两个关心我的人, 不管他们在多远的地方, 都会时不时让我感受到他们的问候, 他们的关心, 虽然全部都是言语上或是字面上的, 却总是让我感动不已~
最后, 想要告诉他和他! 谢谢你们! 我的好朋友! 友谊万岁!!!
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
FUNNY
港澳人才看得懂的英文
1 So many people die, never see you die.
甘多人死，唔見你死。
2 You teach me how to come out and walk in the future?
你教我以後點出嚟行?
3 If you have enough ginger, put your horse to me.
如果你夠姜既話就放馬過嚟。
4 "I saw a pork chop"
我見到件豬扒啊。
5 Are you road?
你係咪路啊？
6 What the water are you?
你係乜水啊？
7 Do you big me?
你大我啊？
8 Zebra chops people.
班馬劈友。
9 The king of the cutting girl.
界女王。
10 Cut my head and let you sit on it as a chair.
批我個頭俾你當凳坐。
11 Do you think me didn't arrive?
你當我無到？
12 You have seed, I will give you some colour to see, brothers, together up.
你有種，我會俾D顏色你睇，兄弟，同我一齊上！
13 Today I was very black son.
今日我好黑仔。
14 I am wearing grass.
我著緊草。
16 Two beat six.
二打六
17 Two five son.
二五仔
18 Piano piano green.
琴琴青
19 I give you some colour to see see.
我俾D顏色你睇睇！
20 Stupid stupid want to move .
蠢蠢欲動。
21 People mountain people sea .
人山人海。
22 How senior are you?
你算老幾?
23 What the ghost are you talk?
你講乜鬼?
24 I fear that you have teeth.
我驚你有牙！
25 Heart flower angry open.
心花怒放。
26 Fish skin
魚皮。
27 Monster of blowing water.
吹水怪。
18 Face green green
面青青。
29 You see road carefully
你小心睇路
30 You go to street carefully
你出街小心D。
31 Do the world
做世界。
32 Big tea rice
大茶飯。
33 American chinese not enough.
美中不足。
34 King eight egg.
王八蛋
35 High hand.
高手
36 DO YOU Old dot ME?
你老點我呀?
37 One old water
一舊水
38 I know your mouse.
我識你老鼠！
39 Measure water/Pound water.
磅水
40 A dragon service.
一條龍服務
41 Pump water.?
抽水
42 I blow chicken to beat your group of the guys.
我吹雞打你班友。
43 You jump building.
你跳樓啦。
44 You come back home and eat banana
你返屋企食蕉啦
45 I give you a hair.
我俾條毛你ar!
46 Collect skin
收皮
47 Collect father
收爹
48 You give me collect father.
你同我收爹！
49 Laugh die me.
笑死我。
50 You give me stop.
你同我企系度。
51 Eight woman
八婆
52 Eight woman,you are good!
八婆，你好o野!
1 So many people die, never see you die.
甘多人死，唔見你死。
2 You teach me how to come out and walk in the future?
你教我以後點出嚟行?
3 If you have enough ginger, put your horse to me.
如果你夠姜既話就放馬過嚟。
4 "I saw a pork chop"
我見到件豬扒啊。
5 Are you road?
你係咪路啊？
6 What the water are you?
你係乜水啊？
7 Do you big me?
你大我啊？
8 Zebra chops people.
班馬劈友。
9 The king of the cutting girl.
界女王。
10 Cut my head and let you sit on it as a chair.
批我個頭俾你當凳坐。
11 Do you think me didn't arrive?
你當我無到？
12 You have seed, I will give you some colour to see, brothers, together up.
你有種，我會俾D顏色你睇，兄弟，同我一齊上！
13 Today I was very black son.
今日我好黑仔。
14 I am wearing grass.
我著緊草。
16 Two beat six.
二打六
17 Two five son.
二五仔
18 Piano piano green.
琴琴青
19 I give you some colour to see see.
我俾D顏色你睇睇！
20 Stupid stupid want to move .
蠢蠢欲動。
21 People mountain people sea .
人山人海。
22 How senior are you?
你算老幾?
23 What the ghost are you talk?
你講乜鬼?
24 I fear that you have teeth.
我驚你有牙！
25 Heart flower angry open.
心花怒放。
26 Fish skin
魚皮。
27 Monster of blowing water.
吹水怪。
18 Face green green
面青青。
29 You see road carefully
你小心睇路
30 You go to street carefully
你出街小心D。
31 Do the world
做世界。
32 Big tea rice
大茶飯。
33 American chinese not enough.
美中不足。
34 King eight egg.
王八蛋
35 High hand.
高手
36 DO YOU Old dot ME?
你老點我呀?
37 One old water
一舊水
38 I know your mouse.
我識你老鼠！
39 Measure water/Pound water.
磅水
40 A dragon service.
一條龍服務
41 Pump water.?
抽水
42 I blow chicken to beat your group of the guys.
我吹雞打你班友。
43 You jump building.
你跳樓啦。
44 You come back home and eat banana
你返屋企食蕉啦
45 I give you a hair.
我俾條毛你ar!
46 Collect skin
收皮
47 Collect father
收爹
48 You give me collect father.
你同我收爹！
49 Laugh die me.
笑死我。
50 You give me stop.
你同我企系度。
51 Eight woman
八婆
52 Eight woman,you are good!
八婆，你好o野!
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
STUPID ME
Someone called me yesterday...The conversation was...
X: Hello, is this Jeanette?
Me: Yeah, and you are?
X: I'm calling to ask whether you're still available for part-time job...
Me: Oh, really? But I have a job already. And may I know where is this calling from?
X: This is from Myer Centre XXX house (can't really remember the name of his shop)...
Me: Erm...(actually I was so regret about my honesty, and planning to request for an interview)
X: Nevermind then, it's good to hear that you got a job. Bye~
Me: Oh, thanks...Bye~
ARGH~ Stupid me!!! Stupid me!!! I missed an opportunity to may-be getting a higher pay job!!!
Got a free sample yoghurt this morning while I was walking to work. It's yoghurt & grains with banana honey flavour! 1st impression, WEIRD!!! I put it in the fridge at my working place and started another busy working day. After my shift, I was still able to remember to bring it home (I'm kinda forgetful everytime)! Tasted a little bit of it, it was not bad~~~ It smelled like yoghurt, tasted exactly like banana with bites of grains, but I didn't get honey at all!
X: Hello, is this Jeanette?
Me: Yeah, and you are?
X: I'm calling to ask whether you're still available for part-time job...
Me: Oh, really? But I have a job already. And may I know where is this calling from?
X: This is from Myer Centre XXX house (can't really remember the name of his shop)...
Me: Erm...(actually I was so regret about my honesty, and planning to request for an interview)
X: Nevermind then, it's good to hear that you got a job. Bye~
Me: Oh, thanks...Bye~
ARGH~ Stupid me!!! Stupid me!!! I missed an opportunity to may-be getting a higher pay job!!!
Got a free sample yoghurt this morning while I was walking to work. It's yoghurt & grains with banana honey flavour! 1st impression, WEIRD!!! I put it in the fridge at my working place and started another busy working day. After my shift, I was still able to remember to bring it home (I'm kinda forgetful everytime)! Tasted a little bit of it, it was not bad~~~ It smelled like yoghurt, tasted exactly like banana with bites of grains, but I didn't get honey at all!
Thursday, May 13, 2010
THINGS HAPPENED THIS WEEK
It's quite some time since I posted the previous post. Recently I'm up to something... which I'm so addicted about it. Not because of the thing itself, but of the users of it! Hahaha... Wanna know what I'm up to? Here's the answer...>>> 《刀剑英雄》A Chinese online game which I'm recently playing and I can't miss a single day to not signing in to it! The website for this game is http://bw.my.changyou.com/! If you're interested to find out what it looks like, then you can just click on the link and start to download it... Then you're done! But firstly, like what I mentioned, I don't find the game itself interesting, but it's the users (players) of it!!! Duh~!
Let me update a little bit of myself in this blog. Wasn't really that busy this week...
Monday: Went to work as usual from 11.30am-3.00pm, ended up accompanying my friend to buy some groceries. And I spotted something which I love so much and hardly got the chance to really look at it closely... TULIPS!!! My favourite flowers!
Let me update a little bit of myself in this blog. Wasn't really that busy this week...
Monday: Went to work as usual from 11.30am-3.00pm, ended up accompanying my friend to buy some groceries. And I spotted something which I love so much and hardly got the chance to really look at it closely... TULIPS!!! My favourite flowers!
My friend bought so many goods for her dinner. And I was almost late to my class in the evening because of my 'kindness' companied!
Tuesday: Another working day from 12.00pm-21.00pm! The very 1st night shift for me... Nothing much special, but I got the same shift as a very nice girl - Jocelyn... She is a very funny girl! And I was laughing and laughing all night long during the shift with her...
Wednesday: Had Kanji test in the evening Japanese tutorial class... And I got headache all night long... Yet I can't miss the chance to sign in to my precious game... Everyone in my guild was scolding and chasing me to rest, so... I was forced to offline... Took 2 tablets of NUROFEN and off to bed... T.T
Today: Nothing much special as well... The only thing which was making me kinda embarrassed just now during work...>>> I was calling out for a guy of his order (Steamed chicken with rice), what I said was "先生，你的鸡好了 (Sir, your chicken is ready)." And one of my colleagues stared at me and laughed so hard!!! Well, I know it sounded a bit weird with the term I was using... LOL
Saturday, May 8, 2010
SUX
Just got home from S's place. Having the curry laksa as dinner prepared by J and the BuBuChaCha from S, it really keeps me warm under this kind of temperature! Really feel thankful and pleasure to have friends like them around with good cooking skills. And of course, I need to pay back by helping them to cut all the onions! Reason for that, cause I will not cry when I cut onions and they do. Seriously, I want to experience the crying part for cutting onions!
It's getting colder and colder, I can hardly stand when the wind blows, it's freezing cold! G was the one to send me home... While walking home, he did tell me what happened to his sister (S) which I found that she had been acting kind of weird during the dinner just now. Well, in conclusion, I can only tell that there's always some officious people which like to care bout other's business, twist around the truth and try to make some trouble out of it... There's also some people who haggle over every ounce with others... Why will they like to care so much? If they are really that sincere to give unconditionally, then why will they bother about getting back rewards? And as well being a boyfriend that doesn't know how to stand out and defend for his own girl... SUX!!! Sigh... We just can never get rid of those vile characters!!!
It's getting colder and colder, I can hardly stand when the wind blows, it's freezing cold! G was the one to send me home... While walking home, he did tell me what happened to his sister (S) which I found that she had been acting kind of weird during the dinner just now. Well, in conclusion, I can only tell that there's always some officious people which like to care bout other's business, twist around the truth and try to make some trouble out of it... There's also some people who haggle over every ounce with others... Why will they like to care so much? If they are really that sincere to give unconditionally, then why will they bother about getting back rewards? And as well being a boyfriend that doesn't know how to stand out and defend for his own girl... SUX!!! Sigh... We just can never get rid of those vile characters!!!
Monday, May 3, 2010
IP MAN 2 & BUDDHA FEST
Woke up around 9.30am yesterday, took a bath and ready to go out with my friends for breakfast! Took a bus with a friend to 8 miles plain and met with another friend there. Then he fetch us to a restaurant for some dim sum! Been there for few times, but this was the very 1st time I tried so many different kind of dim sum! Satisfied and nice! After that, we went for a movie in the same shopping mall... Ip Man 2 was what we watched!!!
Compared to Ip Man 1, I'll say that Ip Man 2 is better. The main character Donnie Yen is more humorous! I laughed all the way through the movie, but still touched by the story line... This is definitely a-movie-to-watch!
After the movie, we hung out at friends' unit and had our Rami!!! Around 7.15pm, I walked to Southbank for the Buddha Festival with one of my friends... We both stopped at the bridge for the fireworks! It was not a grand one, but definitely a nice one! Then, we continued our food hunting among the booths... They sold different kind of vegetarian food! The food was nice... Walked around the area for awhile, called up one of our friends to fetch us home!
And on the way home, we decided to have another Rami session... Therefore, we stopped by a friend's house and again...Rami!!! Until about 12am only then I reached my house with all the groceries I bought after the movie and a box of chocolate cheese cake by my friend, prepared to go to the bed... I was exhausted but had fun for the whole day!
PS: Thanks for the lovely chocolate cheese cake and also all of you guys for a lovely and wonderful Sunday!
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
FRIED RICE
Was on the cam with him last night as well waiting for another HIM to come over! However, HE kept changing HIS time from last Wednesday to Monday 8.30pm to Monday 10pm! Wasn't feeling that happy with HIS hesitation on meeting up with me, I told HIM that I was tired and unable to meet HIM at 10pm. Then, I continued on chatting with him. He told me not to bother about HIM anymore as HIS attitude is just childish... He also told me that HE got no reason to angry at me, because HE was the one to let go at first, if HE feels angry, then he doesn't really understand what's the meaning of 'break up'! And if HE keeps on being like this, HE is just creating contradiction for HIMself! (Maybe he was right after all... It's time for me to let go and as well for HIM... I guess!)
Received his sms this morning, checked the time stamp on the message, it was 4.39am! OMG! He is always sleeping that late... Speechless & helpless! Replied his message and I went to work.
And... Here's my outcome for my fried-rice-of-the-day! And it is to be stored for my following dinners!
Tasted a little bit just now, it was really not bad (as in my opinion)! XD
Then, I received his sms again... He is just so cute! He can always make me smile just by his sms... What a good friend I have!
* he - M, HE - L, he - B
Monday, April 26, 2010
故事分享
刚搬进这个房子的那天，她整理完全部的东西，最后拿出一
男人不以为然，有点纳闷：“你们女人也太神经质了吧
女人说：“好男人不会让心爱的女人受一点点伤，我会
“那好吧，抱抱～！”
两个月后，女人把那瓶子给男人看，说：“已经满一半
男人没有马上打开来看，他的表情里有一丝惊讶，还有
他打开本子开始看，惊讶女人怎么写了那么多。男人一
男人沉默着。女人继续说：“有天晚上我让你帮洗下那
“还有一次，我很累了，你还不肯去洗澡睡觉，明明知
女人这时候有点激动了，眼球开始泛红，说：“还有一
沉默…长久的沉默……
还是女人打破了沉默：“是不是我们真的不合适？如果
气氛有点尴尬。
本子里记录的事情都是那么细小的事情，每次吵架的原
他想，大概是因为每次吵架，两人都是喜欢在吵架中找
“亲爱的别难过……”男人终于说话了：“我请个假，
他们去了第一次一起旅游的地方，太多美好的回忆被唤
“亲爱的，你还认为我们结婚的话，会离婚么？”男人
“我想不是我们不合适，像现在，我们是那么快乐，一
“亲爱的，难道我们现在不在现实里吗？”
“……”女人楞了。
“因为那时候我们都把注意力集中在负面的事物上并且
女人觉得确实是如此，原来，双方只是需要一点点忍让
“还有半个月，如果那瓶子还是半瓶，那么，亲爱的，
女人钻进男人怀里笑开了颜
后来他们结婚了。很少再吵架。如果粗心的男人不小心
原来真的没有合适不合适，只有珍惜不珍惜，能一起走
男人不以为然，有点纳闷：“你们女人也太神经质了吧
女人说：“好男人不会让心爱的女人受一点点伤，我会
“那好吧，抱抱～！”
两个月后，女人把那瓶子给男人看，说：“已经满一半
男人没有马上打开来看，他的表情里有一丝惊讶，还有
他打开本子开始看，惊讶女人怎么写了那么多。男人一
男人沉默着。女人继续说：“有天晚上我让你帮洗下那
“还有一次，我很累了，你还不肯去洗澡睡觉，明明知
女人这时候有点激动了，眼球开始泛红，说：“还有一
沉默…长久的沉默……
还是女人打破了沉默：“是不是我们真的不合适？如果
气氛有点尴尬。
本子里记录的事情都是那么细小的事情，每次吵架的原
他想，大概是因为每次吵架，两人都是喜欢在吵架中找
“亲爱的别难过……”男人终于说话了：“我请个假，
他们去了第一次一起旅游的地方，太多美好的回忆被唤
“亲爱的，你还认为我们结婚的话，会离婚么？”男人
“我想不是我们不合适，像现在，我们是那么快乐，一
“亲爱的，难道我们现在不在现实里吗？”
“……”女人楞了。
“因为那时候我们都把注意力集中在负面的事物上并且
女人觉得确实是如此，原来，双方只是需要一点点忍让
“还有半个月，如果那瓶子还是半瓶，那么，亲爱的，
女人钻进男人怀里笑开了颜
后来他们结婚了。很少再吵架。如果粗心的男人不小心
原来真的没有合适不合适，只有珍惜不珍惜，能一起走
Saturday, April 24, 2010
HAPPIEST WORKING DAY
Happy that I was assigned to be at the front counter for the cashier registering that day working! This was the very first time for me to deal with the customers during lunch hour (the busiest time everyday)! I was so nervous, but I managed to do the job smoothly with a little bit of mistake! Phew! There were some customers who really talk to me a lot and also gave me some good compliments which made me overjoy that day!
Then there was another guy who stood in front of the menu for a very long period of time deciding what to order... And he finally stepped in front of the counter and asked me "Shall I get the roasted duck with rice? Or shall I go with the beef brisket with rice? I will like to have both of them, but I can't finish all of them... Hmm... Which will you recommend me to have?" Then I was actually stunned for a moment, and I replied "I will choose the roasted duck, as it is always the fastest 'sold out' item everyday! You can have the brisket the other time!" Then he smile at me happily and said "Okay, I'll have one roasted duck with rice then... Thank you!" His expression was just so innocent, so cute!!! Hahahahaha...
That was my happiest working day ever!!!
I still remembered there was a customer who only brought a credit card with him for his lunch, and our shop happened to accept CASH only! However, I had entered his order and I had to wait him to go all the way back to his office to get his money in order to get his lunch paid... Therefore, one of the cashier register was put by as to wait for his return... He came back with a $20 note on his hand, paying his order and smiled at me saying "You're so charming and delighting! Happy to be served by you and have a nice day!" I replied "Thank you and same to you!"... I was so so so happy when I heard his praise on me...^^
That was my happiest working day ever!!!
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
TIRED OF YOU
I'm so tired...so tired of you...spinning in my mind...
Yes! I like somebody else! Isn't it a good excuse for me to drag you out of my mind just for a little while? No matter it's a lie or a matter of self-comfort, it will still actually makes me relieve a bit...even just a bit...
I seriously don't know what happen to me. Everytime I receive your sms, it's like a stroke to me, my heart is still aching everytime I see your name appear in my phone! Why is this happening? I'm so tired of explaining things that you'll never get right... I'm so exhausted in reading your ludicrous messages which I'd explained for so many times and you refused to accept the truth! You're just so stubborn!
Just now when I was in the bus on my way home, listening to 'Boys Like Girls - Two Is Better Than One'...Recalling all the memories we had...My tears dropped out of my control, immediately I swiped away the tears on my cheeks...Telling myself again that... 'Yes! I like somebody else! I don't love YOU anymore!'...
Please stop acting like you care when you're no longer in love with me. Stop telling me that you're still angry because I like the other guy right after we broke up! I don't need to tell you HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU when we are no longer couple! I don't need to show HOW MUCH I CARE ABOUT YOU when you can only tell that I LIKE OTHER GUY BUT NOT YOU!
Just like what you said to me... "You just can't fit into my life, mix with my friends...etc" Yes! I can't fit into your life, not even for a tiny little part of your life...And like what you requested me to get out of your life! This time, I by-heart begging you please just leave me alone and get out of my mind!!!
Yes! I like somebody else! Isn't it a good excuse for me to drag you out of my mind just for a little while? No matter it's a lie or a matter of self-comfort, it will still actually makes me relieve a bit...even just a bit...
I seriously don't know what happen to me. Everytime I receive your sms, it's like a stroke to me, my heart is still aching everytime I see your name appear in my phone! Why is this happening? I'm so tired of explaining things that you'll never get right... I'm so exhausted in reading your ludicrous messages which I'd explained for so many times and you refused to accept the truth! You're just so stubborn!
Just now when I was in the bus on my way home, listening to 'Boys Like Girls - Two Is Better Than One'...Recalling all the memories we had...My tears dropped out of my control, immediately I swiped away the tears on my cheeks...Telling myself again that... 'Yes! I like somebody else! I don't love YOU anymore!'...
Please stop acting like you care when you're no longer in love with me. Stop telling me that you're still angry because I like the other guy right after we broke up! I don't need to tell you HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU when we are no longer couple! I don't need to show HOW MUCH I CARE ABOUT YOU when you can only tell that I LIKE OTHER GUY BUT NOT YOU!
Just like what you said to me... "You just can't fit into my life, mix with my friends...etc" Yes! I can't fit into your life, not even for a tiny little part of your life...And like what you requested me to get out of your life! This time, I by-heart begging you please just leave me alone and get out of my mind!!!
Monday, April 19, 2010
REVENGE
This really made me mad for awhile... but I took revenge on him instead... by posting another edited photo of him... Wakakakaka... And the outcome is...
LOL... I just can't stop laughing when I finished my 'product'... Ngek ngek ngek *cunning smile*
Friday, April 16, 2010
MY DINNER
Dinner of today: Thai Red Curry Chicken with Rice!!!
A very simple recipe which I can prepare and cook in less then 5 minutes...
Don't believe it? I'll show you pictures on how I prepared... LOL
A very simple recipe which I can prepare and cook in less then 5 minutes...
Don't believe it? I'll show you pictures on how I prepared... LOL
Da-dang! This is the recipe I was talking about... Easy, efficient, fast & cheap! The taste was not to say VERY delicious, but seriously it was really NOT bad at all! And the portion was just nice for me! However, there's one thing to be concerned -- it was 'a bit too' spicy for me... As I don't get used to eat spicy food! Eating something spicy will cause my tongue aching, red and sometimes swollen! T.T... Still I tend to challenge spicy food...! < PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT> !!!
Thursday, April 15, 2010
HAVE YOU REALIZED?
The feeling of love is always very sweet in the beginning,
.... But slowly, with the deeper understanding of each other,
You begin to discover each other's shortcomings,
The problem occurred one after another,
You start to feel vexed, tired, or even want to escape,
Some say love is like picking up rocks,
Always want to pick up a suitable own,
But how do you know when to pick up then?
Whether he/she is right for you, or do you fit him/her?
In fact, love is just like terrazzo,
Perhaps when you first picked up, you were not so satisfied,
But remember, one is always flexible,
Many things can be changed,
As long as you are intentional and courageous,
Rather than picking around with the unknown stone,
It’s better to sharpen the one you owned, don’t you think so?
Many people think that it’s because of the fading in passion,
Therefore, everyone starts to become lazier.
Wrong!
In fact one is overcome by inertia,
Therefore causing the lighten in passion.
** Example:
At a dinner occasion,
it was suggested that eating more shrimp is good for body.
At that time, there was a middle-aged man suddenly said, "Ten years ago, when my wife was still my girlfriend, if she said to eat 10 shrimps, I’ll peel 20 to her!
Now, if she wanted me to help her for the peeling, kidding! I don’t even feel interested in undressing her, not to say for the peeling!"
Heard that? Do you understand?
No wonder more and more people want to just fall in love and go together,
But has refused to get into marriage.
This is because; marriage can get one to become lazier.
If everyone…
is too lazy to speak,
is too lazy to listen,
is too lazy to create surprises,
is too lazy to be tender and considerate,
Then spouses or lovers,
How couldn’t it be drifted away further and further silently?
** So remember:
Great-hearted love,
Need to be devoted appropriately,
Love, is not to be lazy!
** Example:
There was a couple, dated to dinner and shopping after work,
But the girl was delayed on an important company meeting,
When she arrived under the rain, she had already late for 30 minutes,
His boyfriend was very unhappy and said:
“Every time you’ll be late, I’m no mood at all now,
I will not be waiting for you again!”
At that moment, the girl collapsed,
In her mind, she thought: Maybe they’ll never have their future together.
Similarly, in the same place, another couple is facing the same situation;
When the girl arrived late for half an hour,
His boyfriend, said: "I think you must had been busy!"
He then wiped the rainfall from her face, and covered her with his jacket,
At that moment, the girl in tears,
But it was the flow of warm and touched.
Can you feel it?
In fact, love or hate is often just one’s idea!
Love is not just to tolerate but to tolerate promptly,
Sometimes, there are just too many things to change one’s mind!
Do you get it?
When a person fall in love with you, and you feel good to him as well,
It does not mean that you will choose him.
We always say: "I’ll only be together with the one that I love the most.”
However when the others ask you, how do you determine as the most?
But you can’t answer them, because you don’t know, too.
Yes, we always think that we can found someone that we love the most,
But later, when we look back, we will find that how naive we were.
If we never started, how will you know whether he/she is the one you love the most?
In fact, you can only discover how deep the love is when you go through things together.
Perhaps everyone wants to be able to find their 100% partner,
But you have not thought about “someone may have already been paying out a lot for you, but you’ve not realized him/her yet?”
So, look around you carefully! He/she may have been waiting for you for a long time…
When you love someone, give it an index of 8,
All the expectations and hopes on him/her will be an index of just 7 or 8; keep the remaining 2 or 3 for your own good,
If you continue to give more, the other party is likely to feel the pressure, making each other to lose one’s breath,
Completely lost in the joy and pleasure of love.
** So remember:
An index of 6 for drinking,
An index of 7 for eating,
An index of 8 for loving someone!
If you are lost in love, perhaps the followings can give you some inspiration:
To love a person, you need…
Do not simply hold one’s hands,
Neither to simply let go…
There’s always one to accompany you, there’s always one to share with you,
You finally no longer alone, at least there’s always one that thinking of you,
Missing you, no matter what he/she is doing,
As long as you can be together, that will be the best….
You finally no longer alone, at least there’s always one that thinking of you,
Missing you, no matter what he/she is doing,
As long as you can be together, that will be the best….
.... But slowly, with the deeper understanding of each other,
You begin to discover each other's shortcomings,
The problem occurred one after another,
You start to feel vexed, tired, or even want to escape,
Some say love is like picking up rocks,
Always want to pick up a suitable own,
But how do you know when to pick up then?
Whether he/she is right for you, or do you fit him/her?
In fact, love is just like terrazzo,
Perhaps when you first picked up, you were not so satisfied,
But remember, one is always flexible,
Many things can be changed,
As long as you are intentional and courageous,
Rather than picking around with the unknown stone,
It’s better to sharpen the one you owned, don’t you think so?
Many people think that it’s because of the fading in passion,
Therefore, everyone starts to become lazier.
Wrong!
In fact one is overcome by inertia,
Therefore causing the lighten in passion.
** Example:
At a dinner occasion,
it was suggested that eating more shrimp is good for body.
At that time, there was a middle-aged man suddenly said, "Ten years ago, when my wife was still my girlfriend, if she said to eat 10 shrimps, I’ll peel 20 to her!
Now, if she wanted me to help her for the peeling, kidding! I don’t even feel interested in undressing her, not to say for the peeling!"
Heard that? Do you understand?
No wonder more and more people want to just fall in love and go together,
But has refused to get into marriage.
This is because; marriage can get one to become lazier.
If everyone…
is too lazy to speak,
is too lazy to listen,
is too lazy to create surprises,
is too lazy to be tender and considerate,
Then spouses or lovers,
How couldn’t it be drifted away further and further silently?
** So remember:
Great-hearted love,
Need to be devoted appropriately,
Love, is not to be lazy!
** Example:
There was a couple, dated to dinner and shopping after work,
But the girl was delayed on an important company meeting,
When she arrived under the rain, she had already late for 30 minutes,
His boyfriend was very unhappy and said:
“Every time you’ll be late, I’m no mood at all now,
I will not be waiting for you again!”
At that moment, the girl collapsed,
In her mind, she thought: Maybe they’ll never have their future together.
Similarly, in the same place, another couple is facing the same situation;
When the girl arrived late for half an hour,
His boyfriend, said: "I think you must had been busy!"
He then wiped the rainfall from her face, and covered her with his jacket,
At that moment, the girl in tears,
But it was the flow of warm and touched.
Can you feel it?
In fact, love or hate is often just one’s idea!
Love is not just to tolerate but to tolerate promptly,
Sometimes, there are just too many things to change one’s mind!
Do you get it?
When a person fall in love with you, and you feel good to him as well,
It does not mean that you will choose him.
We always say: "I’ll only be together with the one that I love the most.”
However when the others ask you, how do you determine as the most?
But you can’t answer them, because you don’t know, too.
Yes, we always think that we can found someone that we love the most,
But later, when we look back, we will find that how naive we were.
If we never started, how will you know whether he/she is the one you love the most?
In fact, you can only discover how deep the love is when you go through things together.
Perhaps everyone wants to be able to find their 100% partner,
But you have not thought about “someone may have already been paying out a lot for you, but you’ve not realized him/her yet?”
So, look around you carefully! He/she may have been waiting for you for a long time…
When you love someone, give it an index of 8,
All the expectations and hopes on him/her will be an index of just 7 or 8; keep the remaining 2 or 3 for your own good,
If you continue to give more, the other party is likely to feel the pressure, making each other to lose one’s breath,
Completely lost in the joy and pleasure of love.
** So remember:
An index of 6 for drinking,
An index of 7 for eating,
An index of 8 for loving someone!
If you are lost in love, perhaps the followings can give you some inspiration:
To love a person, you need…
To understand, but also to give advices;
To apologize, but also to be thankful;
To admit one’s fault, but also to straighten out;
To be considerate, but also understanding;
To accept, rather than to endure;
To tolerate, rather than to indulge;
To support, rather than to dominate;
To condole, rather than to interrogate;
To confide, rather than to complain;
To be memorable, but not to forget;
To communicate, rather than to confess;
To pray for him/her silently,
Rather than to demand from him/her;
Can be romantic, but not to squander.
To apologize, but also to be thankful;
To admit one’s fault, but also to straighten out;
To be considerate, but also understanding;
To accept, rather than to endure;
To tolerate, rather than to indulge;
To support, rather than to dominate;
To condole, rather than to interrogate;
To confide, rather than to complain;
To be memorable, but not to forget;
To communicate, rather than to confess;
To pray for him/her silently,
Rather than to demand from him/her;
Can be romantic, but not to squander.
Do not simply hold one’s hands,
Neither to simply let go…
PS: This is an English translation version of my previous post...^^ Enjoy!!!
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