Wednesday, September 30, 2009
UNSATIFACTION
He got his car today from the workshop, but was not satisfy with the imperfect repair of his car. He felt weird with the newly replaced wheel, as well as I did, the feeling was just not right the time I sat in the car. He can't stop complaining about his car that time he reached home after work. After a nice dinner prepared by him, we bathed and went out again with his car. All the way to Sunnybank for dessert and got into a light traffic jam due to road construction, he asked the same question over and over again, about his car.
Had a cup of milk tea just now from Tea Etc, I guessed I'll be staying awake for quite sometime. Hopefully I can fall asleep as soon as possible. Don't really know why I can hardly sleep after I have something to do with tea/coffee. Really envy those people who can still sleep well after having tea/coffee~! Haizzz~!
TIRING BUT ENJOYABLE
Heard my message tone this morning around 8, but I was unable to get up for the message and I was quite sure that the message was from him. I decided to continue my sleep, for another 2 hours; the 2nd message tone woke me up. This time, I forced myself out of the bed, reaching my phone and read the message. He was requesting for my company for lunch. For sure, I replied, can’t wait to see him in the city around 12pm. Another message asking me to assist him for the city hall project, why not, I was ready to help, anytime!
Didn’t really grab any breakfast, I had just plain water. Sitting in front of my laptop, was actually planning to start my design CAD drawing a little bit. However, I failed. Failed to reach the CAD software on my desktop, I was facebooking again! (Now I’m bit regret for that, as being such lazy, I can probably fail my subject this semester!) Kept blaming myself on being lazy, yet I can’t mentally control myself to start doing my assignment. Sounds so shit! Okay, maybe tomorrow, I told myself guiltily, wondering whether I’m really going to start my assignment tomorrow or not.
I left the house approximately 12pm, took a 12.07pm bus to the city. Wandering around the city for awhile, I entered a pharmacy shop to buy something. Unfortunately, they requested a prescription for that item! By telling me how and where to get the prescription with a name card, I left the shop and tried to search for the clinic. Firstly, I went to a wrong level with all other customers staring at me, feeling kind of embarrassing. So I gave up and called him. Waited him in front of KrispyKreme for about 15 minutes, we had our lunch somewhere near his office.
(I had lasagne and he had fish & chips)
After the lunch, we headed back to the city hall and started the work. Following him in and out, up and down the building, reaching different floors and different rooms, taking pictures around, I just trying to be more helpful for him so that he can finish his work faster. I left the city hall around 3pm when he was supposed to meet someone else for his further work progression. Again, I went back to the clinic and this time I got it right. Approaching the reception, I showed my ID to make an appointment for tomorrow (but I think I won’t be going for the appointment as what he told me, the consultation fee will be very expensive and actually I can get a free one in my university).
Walked myself to the bus stop to get a bus home, he called me just 10 seconds after the bus departed. Asking me where was I, and was planning to have a tea session with me for he had actually done his work. I stopped at another bus stop and took a bus back to the city. However, he got a call from his boss to have a talk on the progression work when I reached the city, so I walked to the arts & crafts shop to get something I need for my model making. Waited him for another 30 minutes, we finally made it to a bubble tea shop for our late tea session. What a tiring day, but I did enjoy spending time with him!
After the dinner, we cuddled around my bed, had a little chit chat, surfed around the net showing him some of my favourite video clips. Someone messaged me through facebook, it was him! Feeling a little bit curious, I thought he is a full-time-busy guy, why was he so free to message me? Replying him apathetically, didn’t really feeling to chat with him, I off my chat room. I went back to my dear, trying to spend more time with him as he was going to sleep soon. I guessed today was just a tiring and gloomy working day for him!
* he = SN
Monday, September 28, 2009
MY 22ND BIRTHDAY
I slept around 11.45pm, and my room was bright again around 12am! With one of my friends holding a birthday cake, one of them holding a camera with video mode on, they walked into my room with birthday song. Aw… so touching! I was stunt for a second, not knowing what to do. With my pyjamas already on me, a sleepy face and messy hair, I made a wish and blew out the candles. Headed back to the kitchen, we took photos again and shared the cake together. It was a chocolate cake, tasty! We chatted for a while in the dining hall, and then it was the time for us to rest. They went back to their apartment, I was so touching. What a surprise! I hugged him, kissed him in the lips, and thanked him for everything. After a goodnight kiss, I can see that he was very exhausted. He went to bed and as well as me. What a day! What a birthday! What a surprising 22nd birthday!
Sunday, September 27, 2009
EMOTIONAL
I was actually a little bit angry with him just now. He turned on the TV the time he stepped into the house, then he stood in front of the TV without further action. I requested something from him, he replied me with a word "wait". That's it! Not showing any emotions on my face, I entered my room and waited patiently. Finally, he went to his room to get me the thing I requested, and continued on with his TV show. After the fixing up, I took a bath, sat back in front of my laptop. I was waiting for him to off his TV and approached to me. Yes, he did manage to enter my room, with 2 words this time "LANSI". I was getting angrier this time! Without giving him any reaction, he walked away.
I just don't know why I get quite emotional lately. I just don't know why!
Saturday, September 26, 2009
TERM-BREAK
Struggling awhile in the bed, I was still unable to wake up. He went back to his room, telling me that he wanted to go for gym later and might be back around 12pm. I managed to leave my bed around 11am, got out of my room; I found that he was still in front of his laptop. Feeling a little bit curious, why was he still in his room? He was supposed to be at the gym now. Asking why, he told me that he was going to the office for some unfinished work later and will be back in 2-3 hours. I offered him for my company, he refused.
Dragging myself into the washroom, he left right after I prepared to have my brunch.
Staying alone in my room, I stared at the view outside my window. The wind is quite strong today and the sun is hot enough to hurt my skin. I don’t use to apply any products for sun protection so it’s better for me to stay in the house. 1st day of my term-break, nothing much I can do. Too lazy to start my work, sitting in front of my laptop, I surfed around without purpose. Searched for some layout templates for my blog, changed it and started my new post.
And now, going to end my blog and just wait for him to come home with my lunch…^^. Subway I guess, with kiwis!!!
Monday, September 21, 2009
ANOTHER PRESETATION
The presentation started approximately 2pm at the exhibition hall. Everyone seemed to be well prepared. I was a bit nervous. There were a lecturer and two tutors to be there for the presentation. My group was the 2nd group to present. When the 1st group presented until the middle of the slides, I was shocked. The slides appear with the almost same information that I was going to present later. OMG! I was freaked out. I didn’t really know what to do. I can’t change the slides, I can’t change my speech, I can’t search for other topics and I got no time for another research. My group member stared at me by the time the slides appeared on the screen of the 1st group. I knew what and why he stared. I kept asking him what was I supposed to do. He tried to calm me down and asked me to add more detail information into my speech for each building. I was about to cry that time.
Then that’s the time for our group to present. I can’t really calm myself down. Holding my speech in my hand, my brain went blank. The only line went through my brain is “What should I do?” It was my turn to present. Standing in front of the lecturer, tutors and other classmates, I started my presentation with a thrilling voice. While I was presenting, I can see the tutors and lecturer kept nodding. I was actually getting calmed by the nodding in them. After our group presentation, they gave us some advices and feedbacks. And you know what? Their comments were actually way better than what I expected. I was so relieved. Happy! It’s actually 2 down and 1 to go. JOURNAL! I haven’t started a single word yet. Aw~!!!
For the semester break, I guess I won’t be able to relax much actually. There’ll be tons of assignments due right after the break. So how can I stay relax for the break? I still need to rush for all the assignments, especially for the design course’s assignments. The final crit for the course is just right after the break. Argh~!
Friday, September 18, 2009
MY VERY 1ST TIME
During the crit session, I was very nervous. As this was the 1st time I got to present in a new environment in front of all the strange faces. Tried to write down all the thoughts in my mind, yet I failed to present it steadily by time I stood in front of a group of people staring at me. My brain went blank in a sudden, but I was able to speak out something after a few seconds of stunning. I presented as much as I could, trying to explain my ideas and the interactions between spaces in my plans. Still I can feel the shivering of my hands, the atmosphere went stiff. It seemed that the lecturer can feel the nervous in me; she tried to speak softly and pin-point my problems for my design. I felt a little bit relieved by the time I finished my presentation without any serious problems.
After the presentation, I immediately reached my phone and texted him. Not getting any reply from him, I called him in no time just to tell him that how relieving I was after the presentation and asked him for lunch. Unluckily, he had his lunch already. So I guessed I had to have my lunch by my own. Immediately I walked to the bus stop to take a bus home. After clearing up all my mess in the room for yesterday’s work, I toasted breads with eggs and cheese to be my brunch for the day. Sat back in front of my laptop, I started to surf the net without purpose. Other than Facebook, I actually got nothing much to do with my laptop. Downloaded a mini game from the website, after the installation, I started the game and another 2-3 hours I spent on it. Yes, I admit that I get interesting in it because it’s quite new to me.
Getting a bit tired, I moved myself to the bed. Wanted to actually get myself for a short nap, by the time I closed my eyes, he was back from work. And guess what? It was dinner time. Having his company’s car driving us all the way to Sunnybank for our dinner, he hadn’t really been driving for weeks since he got into an accident and the car was sent for repair. I was quite satisfied with the dinner but he didn’t seem to like it much. We went for a movie named G-Force in Indooroopilly after dinner. I actually liked the show but his very 1st comment about it was “it’s a kid show”, and I guessed we are just having different point of views of things happening around us! Cheers!