这个假期

这几天的天气真的变化无常, 一时刮大风, 一时下大雨, 有时灰暗的渡过一整天, 有时小雨下个一整天... 明明是夏季, 却冷得像冬天, 地球真的病得很严重...
以前的我, 很喜欢雨天, 总觉得可以淋雨是一件很快乐的事, 也许是因为本身淋再多的雨都不会生病的关系吧? 要说我身体很健康吗? 不见得! 至少我知道自己身体到底哪里有问题, 可是就算知道, 有时还是会很犯贱的不顾一切做自己爱做的事情, 只希望可以让自己在当下快乐一些些...
现在的我, 看到雨天就只想躲在家里, 什么都不做, 懒懒地对着电脑荧幕无所事事的, 简直是人生一大享受! 有时候逼不得已要出门, 还会对着雨天咒骂, 麻烦的是要带雨伞呀! 手上还要大包小包的哪怕任何一样东西会被淋湿!
除了工作, 就是和朋友出门走走, 吃喝玩乐... 成绩已经出炉了, 该找的教师也找了, 该做的也做了,  改变不了的事实也就罢了, 我不想让自己想太多, 只希望让自己压力少一点, 虽然还是很对不起家人, 尤其是妈咪...
自知消瘦了许多, 不是我不吃, 只是真的没有什么食欲, 食物总是在吃不到一半就觉得饱了, 再继续吃只觉得很辛苦! 明明是要尽量增肥的, 却恰好相反! 气死我了!!!
现在就是搞签证的事, 等这是弄好了, 才可以计划接下来要怎么走... 保佑我一切顺利, 拜托!

HOLIDAY

Just finished the very last submission, to be frank, without any confidence whether I'm gonna pass this. However, I feel really lucky that my family will always stand by my side no matter what happen, especially my mom. She always says "Take it easy, as long as you've done your best, everything will be just alright." Thanks mom, I love you!

Slept for 5 hours straight after the submission, I guess I was exhausted. Called my mom to tell her that I've finally finished everything and *hopefully* I can graduate this year. Pray for myself!

Other then working, I guess I can at least enjoy my holiday before the results come out...

PHOBIC

Went to someone's birthday just now. Well, the birthday girl is actually not to say my friend, just a close friend's friend.

I was busy playing with my friend's new camera that he bought few days ago. He said that he was kind of regret to get that camera instead of getting an iPad. I was actually in a moment of exciting to take over that camera with AUD650. However, when I posted my thought on Facebook, the feedback that I got wasn't good, claiming that the price for a second hand camera was way too high. I felt so sorry to him with my excitement on wanting his camera so much at first but never got any good comments from my friends which actually made me kind of down on giving up the camera. When I was still busy playing with his camera and stuff, I heard screaming from the kitchen. Didn't really care much about that, maybe they were just too happy on something.

Dinner time! Before getting settled at the dining table, the birthday girl continued her screaming. And the reason behind that, was actually about something happened to her car. Her friends had actually got way too drunk until threw out in her new car! She brought it for car washing and stuff but still the interior stink. Well, I can understand that she was really mad about that and definitely pissed off. Still I don't think that she can scream as her will at the dining table when everyone else was trying to enjoy their dinner. It really annoyed me! Now I know how squeamish a person can be! To be honest, I don't really have friends are as freaky as she is and if I do, that friend will definitely a black listed one.

Too tired to actually say a word, I emptied everything out from my plate, helped myself out of the dining table. Walked straight back into my friend's room and continued my Facebook. After having a piece of the green tea birthday cake which sweeten up my mood a little bit, I left the house at no time!

Right before I stepped into my apartment unit, I can tell that the stereo on the other side was to the max. Housemates were having another birthday party at the living hall. DAMN! How come I forgot about that. They were just about to start when I left for dinner just now. I opened the door slowly, just in case I knocked someone behind the door. They were all sitting in circle, staring at me. I smiled at them gently, and walked into my room. Few seconds later, 3 of my housemates knocked on my door, asking me to join them for the night. "Sorry, but I've got some work to do still, can't really join you guys. Just take your time, enjoy the night. No worries about the volume, I'm totally fine with that." Showing a little bit of my tiredness, they seemed to feel sorry about bothering me with the music which they can't help either. Though, I promised to join them the next time.

Nah! Compare to which I was facing at my friend's house, to be frank, I preferred the music!!! And seriously, I didn't mind much about the volume because I'd got used to it. LOL...

感动。朋友

那天和朋友们去看了这部电影，我哭了两次！

第一次是在Caeser被关在笼子里想念外面世界时，对着墙壁画着自己熟悉的窗口图案...

第二次是Caeser看到自己的同伴为了自己受伤死亡的那一幕，那表情是多么的伤心欲绝...

我不知道这部电影算不算好看，可是对我来说，它是感动的...

也许很多人不会像我那样哭，其实，我自己也不懂为什么会那么感动...

可能自己太感性了吧？又或者真的是自己爱哭！

不过，倒是有个朋友会在旁边不时地拍拍我的头...

电影里到了紧张的镜头时还会被我捏着手臂的他，也只能忍痛...

至于他是不是觉得我除了傻，还有点野蛮，那就不得而知了...

但是，我的心里是温暖的，在这个寒冷的冬天里，那短短相处的时间...

他说他把我当成了妹妹，我却知道，我多了一个值得信任的朋友！

戒指的意义

突然很想在部落格里写些什么，却实际上又不懂要写些什么...

你知道为什么我还是会不时地想起你吗？

你知道为什么我会那么的在乎你吗？

曾经，我是那么的潇洒洒脱...

曾经，我是个拿得起放得下的人...

曾经，我不会暗恋一个人那么久...

曾经，我是个什么都敢挑战的人...

曾经... 曾经... 曾经...

那么多的曾经...

现在，我左手中指上的那枚戒指...

它是你送给我的，不明来由的礼物...

它让我想起你，让我挂念你...

我习惯了不时地转动着它，无意间地想着你...

不管我怎样再三地告诉自己要放弃...

我心里的某一处，依然有着你的影子...

戒指的意义

按西方人的传统习惯来说，左手上显示的是上帝赐给你的运气，它是与心相关联的，因此，将戒指戴在左手上才是有意义的！  

国际上比较流行的戴法：  
1. 食指－－想结婚，表示未婚  
2. 中指－－已经在恋爱中  
3. 无名指－－已经订婚或结婚  
4. 尾指－－独身  

至于右手，在传统上也有一手戴戒指时是有意义的，就是无名指。据说戴在这里，表示具有修女的心性。  

另外，如果你喜欢一只手上戴两枚以上的戒指或者两手同时戴数枚戒指，应该注意粗细搭配适当，最好两手不要相同，一般是右二左一。  

不同手指需要用不同形状的戒指来搭配。  

食指－－是五指中最具主张性的手指，因此，戒指的形状宜纵长，镶的宝石宜大且高。  

中指－－属于个性强的手指，加上它位于正中，因此戴的戒指必须有平衡作用，方型，十字形，椭圆形的戒指，都会使左右显得平衡。  

无名指－－被认为最纤细，最美丽的手指，和它匹配的戒指应典雅，华丽，名贵的白金，珍珠，钻石戒指都不错。  

尾指娇小－－应选设计华美甜蜜试样的纤巧款式。  

当然，当你戴一种戒指的时候，无论你戴在哪里都不具备任何意义，这就是一般的花戒。这种戒指是起一种装饰的作用，可以戴在任何你想戴的手指上，没有任何拘束。结婚戒指不能用合金制造，必须用纯金，铂金或白银制成，表示爱情是纯洁的.一般情况下象古代的皇帝戴于大拇指
据说左手的无名指有一根血管直接与心脏联系，所以新人一定要把结婚戒指亲手戴在对方的左手无名指上。 
爱你到心里！情愿为你的爱而受戒！ 
戒指戴在不同的手指有不同的意义呀。 
右手和左手都有不同的意义。 
右手小指：不谈恋爱。 
右手无名指：热恋中。 
右手中指：名花有主。 
右手食指：单身贵族。 
左手小指：不婚族。 
左手无名指：结婚。 
左手中指：订婚。 
左手食指：未婚。 
大拇指都是代表权势的意思，也可以做自信的意思。 

还有一种戒指，当你戴它的时候，无论你戴在哪里都不具备任何意义，这种戒指就是一般的花戒。这种戒指是起一种装饰的作用，可以戴在任何你想戴的手指上。 

戒指戴在拇指上是十分奇怪的，因此不推荐。戒指戴在食指上，感觉是比较有个人主张。最正式的戴法莫过于戴在中指上，如果不想有太正式的感觉，可以在左或右指再加一个简单的指环。无名指上的戒指通常是结婚戒指，无名指长得比较纤细，因此不管什么戒指，戴起来都是标准的秀气。最新鲜的戴法，莫过于把戒指戴在小指头上了。一枚小小的、简单的尾戒，让女性的手莫名其妙地可爱起来，一般代表“我现在只想单身，请不要浪费时间追求我”的意思. 
戴设计性比较强的戒指时，如果想更有个人风格，可以考虑搭配另一个材质相同、线条较简单的指环在另一指上。如果戒指的材质属性可以和手表搭配，那是最好不过的了。例如你戴的是枚可爱的花戒指，就可以配一只皮质金框的表。如果你并没有太多可以变换的表或戒指时，不妨考虑把戴戒指的手和戴手表的手错开，不要让不协调的两件配饰在同一只手上出现。 

在同一只手上戴两枚戒指时，色泽要一致，而且一枚戒指复杂时，另一枚一定要简单。此外，最好选择相邻的两只手指，如中指和食指、中指和无名指或无名指和小指，千万不要中间隔着一座“山”。 

比较通用的一种说法是： 

戴在拇指上表示追（有行动的对对方的追求），戴在食指上表示求（仅限于内心对爱情的渴望），戴中指表示定（正处在恋爱中或已经订婚了），戴在无名指上表示结（已经结婚了），而戴在小指上就表示离（决定单身或离婚了）。 在国外，不戴戒指也表示“名花还无主，你可以追我”。 

戒指泄露的心底故事 

戒指不仅仅是装饰品，你喜欢戴哪一类戒指，喜欢戴哪根手指，都会泄露你的心底故事。 

对男士来说——

． 戴纯银戒指表示性情温和，易迁就他人。

．戴金戒指者较重视利益，往往会有精明的生意头脑。 
．戴翡翠玉石者注重品味素质，处事严谨。 

对女士来说—— 
．喜爱粉红钻或粉红色珊瑚者，感情丰富而浪漫。 
．喜爱红宝石或红碧玺者，热情似火。 
．喜爱蓝宝石或海蓝宝者．较内向冷淡。 
．喜爱祖母绿或土耳其石者，情感纤弱。 

手指与戒指—— 
戒指戴在不同的手指上，能体现与性格有关的心理含义。 
．喜戴在食指者，性格较偏激倔强。 
．喜戴在右中指者．崇尚中庸的人生观念。 
．喜戴在左中指者，有责任感，重视家庭。

．喜戴在小手指者，有自卑感。

END OF SEMESTER

It finally comes to an end. End of the 1st semester of 3rd year. End of assignments yet panicking on the other hand of the results which should be released around two weeks later.

Watched KungFu Panda 2 that day with my friend. It is really a nice and funny movie to watch. Anyone who hasn't watched this movie yet, give it a try!!! You will like it!!!

Recently other than busy with the part-time job, nothing much to do. I spend almost all my time in my little room other than work, playing the online games I downloaded. Yea, I'm a game freak! Not to say that I played all the games, but I tried a little bit here and there for some games, mostly MMORPG online games. I downloaded "The Sims Medieval" last night and now is trying to install it. Though, it takes so long to actually extract the whole file! Hope it is worth the wait.

Well, got to go back to my online game. Update you guys again when I feel to. XD

离我越远越好

我曾经喜欢过你，曾经爱上过你，我们分手了。

我曾经尝试着和你变成朋友，曾经和你吵过无数大大小小的架。

那许多曾经的曾经，再也不会发生了！

你无理取闹（我总以为“无理取闹”是女生的专利，没想到你比女生严重）

你少爷脾气（这个我懂！也许从小到大，身边的人都顺着你的意吧？）

你脾气暴躁（一丁点的芝麻小事你都可以发脾气，对我大喊大叫）

你不守承诺（这一点大部分的男生都做不到，我不怪你）

你嫉妒心强（我有我的自由，和谁交朋友你管不着，也不管你事）

你心里不平衡（你到底懂不懂分手是什么意思？还要管那么多干吗？）

你“狗眼看人低”（样样都要贵的你才吃，好的你才用，还嫌我不懂吃好的 [囧]）

你占有欲强（分手后还问我为什么喜欢另外一个人？是你提分手的好不好？还怪我？）

你说你很想了解我，说我为什么那么难懂？

看来难了解的那个人是你自己吧？

从来就没有人说过我很难懂，你还真的是第一个！

你说我对你说话很不温柔（你去问问我的朋友们，我几时说话会很温柔？）

你说你希望我像以前那样对你轻声细语（拜托！我不是你女朋友了！）

你说我为什么男性朋友那么多（因为我其实并不是一个难相处的人，除了对你来说！）

你还过分到出去时对我毛手毛脚（还口口声声说把我当朋友，那是朋友该做的吗？）

我已经忍无可忍了！

不要再问我为什么那么难懂！（我做人是简单的可以！）

不要问我为什么对你说话粗声粗气！（我对朋友本来就是那个样子！）

不要再假情假意想要跟我和好！（你一点机会希望都没有！）

我从来没有忍一个人可以忍那么久，也从来不会讨厌人！

我现在可以很肯定地告诉你，我对你真的是有够反感的！

最后！不要再找我！你如果再出现，我不会像之前那么客气了！！！

MIXED FEELING

Recently is up to an online game... well to be frank, it's nothing special than the other online games I played before, but...it's extremely few people playing this online game AND this really catches my attention to play... :P Wanna know what's the game? Nah... I'm not going to tell you!!! I just want to keep it as few people as it can be to enjoy this game...SORRY!!!

Above is not what I really want to talk about for this post... and it starts now...

I've been thinking hard lately about us. Wondering what happened to you? You are treating me distantly... don't you feel that way? Mixed feeling is really torturing me, I can't ask for a clear answer from you, and neither can I find out from anyone else but YOU. I feel lost, lost in the way that I'd never felt before, lost in the sense that I can hardly gain back my faith in believing what you told me earlier. Can I? No, I can't. I'm losing my vitality to think of all those questions without answers. I'm exhausted, in the love on just one side, with another side of uncertainty, I rather let go in this point.

Maybe, I've been expecting too much from you. Maybe, I need you more than I thought. However, I know that I'll be happy enough for a few days on just getting a how-are-you. No one have ever made me feel such helpless before. I think you'll be the biggest challenge ever either for me to fight for or let go!!!

All I want to know from you is just

THE SIMPLEST QUESTION YET THE HARDEST QUESTION TO ANSWER...

HAVE YOU EVER FALLEN IN LOVE WITH ME?

曾经。最近

很久以后的今天，我又开始听些华语歌了

还记得A-LIN的“分手是需要练习的”这首歌吗？

那是我们在饭店房间里，我听着这首歌，你在后面淡淡的和我说这首歌很好听的

虽然你不明白里面的意思，但是你感觉到音乐是带点伤感的

分手需要練習的

談起關於你的話題  終於可以不用缺席

甚至還表現得不再關心  從前你是傷的痕跡

現在不過是場回憶  忽遠 忽近

我怕的是低潮來襲  這城市哪裡夠隱密

藏住我突然想哭的情緒  寧願失去鬥志勇氣

好過和你冷戰推擠  這樣 誰輸得起

原來分手是需要練習的  等時間久了會變勇敢的

你慢慢出走 我漸漸放手  這不就是 我們要的自由

原來分手是需要練習的  等傷口好了會變輕鬆的

海闊天空 不殘留一點痛

回頭看怕懦弱 往前走怕墜落

但我一定能學會  在想你的時候 不難過

我怕的是低潮來襲  這城市哪裡夠隱密

藏住我突然想哭的情緒  寧願失去鬥志勇氣

好過和你冷戰推擠  這樣 誰輸得起

原來分手是需要練習的  等時間久了會變勇敢的

你慢慢出走 我漸漸放手  這不就是 我們要的自由

原來分手是需要練習的  等傷口好了會變輕鬆的

海闊天空 不殘留一點痛

回頭看怕懦弱 往前走怕墜落

但我一定能學會  在想你的時候 不難過

原來分手是需要練習的  等傷口好了會變輕鬆的

海闊天空 不殘留一點痛

回頭看怕懦弱 往前走怕墜落

但我一定能學會  在想你的時候 不難過

另外一首让我想起你的歌，一定就是丁当的“我是一只小小鸟”了

还记得那次在你的车上听着这首歌的时候，你告诉我

说你曾在一间酒吧里听到一个女生唱这首歌，唱得很好听

那之后你最很喜欢这首歌

所以在你说了这番话之后，我开始偷偷学唱这首歌

也许不会唱得比那个女生好听，可是至少我尝试过

我是一只小小鸟

有时候我觉得自己像一只小小鸟
想要飞却怎么样也飞不高
也许有一天我栖上了枝头 却成为猎人的目标
我飞上了青天才发现自己 从此无依无靠
每次到了夜深人静的时候 我总是睡不着
我怀疑是不是只有我的明天没有变得更好
未来会怎样 究竟有谁会知道
幸福是否只是一种传说 我永远都找不到
我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高
我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高

所有知道我的名字的人呐
你们好不好 世界时如此的小
我们注定无处可逃 当我尝尽人情冷暖
当你决定为了你的理想燃烧
生活的压力与生命的尊严 哪一个重要
我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高
我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高

最近觉得你变得很冷淡了，是为什么？

而且，我对你的思念越来越少，想念另一个他的时间越来越长

可是，想到你的冷漠，心依然会痛

曾经，我们打打闹闹，有说有笑，那是多么自然的感觉

FAST FIVE

This is a must-watch movie...

FAST & FURIOUS 5

And I personally love HAN (Sung Kang) the most!!! I don't know why but he just caught my eyes in all F&F movies... He is just too cool!!! I recently run through his personal details... Can you believe that he is now 39? He totally doesn't look like one!!! OMG!!! 

AUCKLAND TRIP

The very 1st day in Auckland, I was actually to be very excited about the trip. It is my 1st time to be in Auckland, although I'd been to South island (Christchurch to Queenstown) last year. It is a big city with tall buildings and shops everywhere, a bit like Christchurch but nothing like Queenstown. I can say that it is definitely a city with food, a lot of variety of food. Walked around the city after a few hours of nap in the hotel, it was really enjoying.

The 2nd day, I was having the same activities as yesterday. Shopped around and not to forget, hunting for food all around the city.

The weather was getting worse when we had our very 1st day field trip with Andrew Wilson, our course coordinator for this semester. It rained the whole day, continuously for the whole afternoon. We cannot really follow the actual plan that he set, so he changed the plan, taking a ferry to the Devonport, walked all the way up to a hill and lookout to the entire town of Devonport. It was really a nice view, just which we all gave up on the umbrellas as the wind was too strong and the umbrellas were useless at all. We took some pictures along and dismissed around 5pm. Walked all the way back to our hotel, had a comfortable washed up, rested for a while and it was dinnertime. After the dinner, we slept in no time…exhausted.

We continued our field trip for 3 days. To be honest, the weather in Auckland is unpredictable. It can rain for few minutes, stop for few minutes, and continued to rain the whole day. Wind is another major issue, which basically made the umbrella useless.

After a 4-day visit to places around Auckland, we were off for another 2 days before heading back to Brisbane. So, we went to Silvia Park by train, a shopping mall which is not to say large but is enough for you to get what you want. However, we didn't buy anything from there.

The next day, we took a bus to New Market. There were shops all around that area, especially boutiques! I was trying out for CROCS, but they were out of my size. It was a good thing that I didn’t need to spend another NZD$70+ on that particular pair of shoes that I wanted to buy.

Seriously nothing much to talk about Auckland. As what I know, the food is nice, weather is weird, the School of Architecture in University of Auckland is better than the one in University of Queensland (no offence)… And there are places good for girls that love shopping!!! The whole journey for me other than the "adventures" given by my lecture, is ALL ABOUT EAT & DRINK!!!

*** Feel free to have a peek on my Facebook photos under the folder "Auckalnd Trip" to see what I had in Auckland. ^^

PERFUME

Recently kind of fall for trying different types of perfume!

Currently using some that I really like (more to fruity & soft appealing fragrances...)

1. Acqua Di Gioia

Got caught by the sales girl when I was waiting for my friend at Myer. She was promoting this perfume so hard that I can't reject her. Therefore, I bought it with a free gift and she was kind enough to give me some other perfume samples. Anyway, I'm happy because I like it.







2. Ralph Lauren

I received it as a gift from my friends on my 23rd birthday in Brisbane. I like it so much. Hereby, I want to thank them for remembering my birthday! Muacks...^^










3. DKNY Red Delicious 

This was also a present from my friend. Actually I prefer the green one. However, this one isn't bad after all. I think most of the girls will like it as well. Why don't give it a try?










4. CK In2U

Bought it from a pharmacy store when I was walking pass the shop and spotted the word "SALE" on all the perfumes. Girls just can't resist things on SALE. Don't you agree? Went through a lot of the perfumes and finally decided to buy this.







5. Burberry Brit

I got this on the same day as I got the CK In2U. And you know what? Out of so many perfumes, I love this the MOST! It is really a soft, sweet & nice fragrance to wear! Even one of my MALE friend used it...^^

你知道吗？

在飞机起飞的那一刻，拉远的不只是我们的距离，我们彼此的心也跟着被拉远。

因为通话费的问题，我们不能很常联络，加上还没安装好的网络，我们的距离也跟着越来越远了。

你知道吗？回来以后的每一天，我都会想起你。你呢？是否也和我一样？

我喜欢你的笑，它很特别，和别人的笑不一样，是独一无二的。

你知道吗？你给了我很多的回忆，是甜蜜的、窝心的，就算现实离我们很远。

我喜欢你的拥抱，它绝对是温暖的，能给与我的安全感永不欠缺。

你知道吗？我过了无数个没有网络的日子，没有你的讯息，只会让我更难熬。

我喜欢你的声音，你总会说些无聊又无厘头的话，却能逗我笑。

我发觉，除了电话里，你那张小得可怜的照片，我们没有半张单独的合照。

你知道吗？我打着这封部落格的时候，是听着哪一首歌吗？

戴爱玲和杨培安的‘只要再看你一眼’

我真的很希望，我们能像歌词里写的那样，‘你的未来有我陪，不浪费’

爱上双子

爱上双子的人，说不累是假的，一半是因为爱的太深，以至忽略了追求过程中的慌张疲惫；另一半是因为用太多的精力去稳定双子那颗难以安定下来的心，所以没有多余的时间去考虑累不累这个问题。爱上双子，就像是在不安的世界找安稳，以为已成定局，却又在下一秒发现根本没有抓紧这份感情。所以不断的来回追逐，三番五次的确定真心，直到彼此的心紧紧相靠，不再分开。

这正是我现在的心情，太准了！也许现在最重要的，还是把自己的课业搞好，再去想些有的没有的吧！一切随缘！！！

** 谢谢你们这两个好朋友好哥哥，陪了我一整晚，还要面对我那张丑死的哭相，真是太不好意思了！

IT HURTS

It's been a while since the last post of my blog...
Well, it's almost half way through Chinese New Year and there's nothing special to be noted...

Other than visiting friends and relatives, gambling, drinking, singing & dancing will be the major activities throughout the whole Chinese New Year... Yet to remind me that, I'm 24 this year! Not to say really mature, but it's time for me to really settle down and think more!

Friends are still the same, funny, friendly & crappy! Last year, I was the one got addicted on Rummy. Turned out this year happened to be Dolly! Met some new friends during this short time of period, they're all nice!

There's something that I want to note down in this post, as I don't know when will be the next time I update my news again...
" Checked my Facebook few days ago and I found out he had changed the relationship status into 'single', without notifying me! At first I was pissed, and then I felt hurt. Feeling that he was so disrespectful. When I asked him about that, he told me 'I changed it long time ago...I wanted you to find out yourself...' After some arguments, he claimed that he wanted to change the status back to 'In a relationship...' However, I refused and stopped this conversation by telling him that 'Leave it there, let it be...' For me, it was just meaningless to change the relationship again & again when nothing was true & real...  The next day, he was still the same. This incident didn't seem to bother him too much... Therefore, what I can do is to save it as a dream, a short but sweet dream... Now, it hurts more than I thought it would be! Yet I believe that I will be better...in time... "

猜不透

是因为你真的人太好，还是你真正有想起我，才传简讯给我呢？

是因为我的撒娇，让你觉得内疚，所以才会主动传简讯给我？

其实，每晚收到你的短讯，我是开心的，却同时地感到疑惑，究竟你是因为想念我而发简讯，还是纯粹的心肠好，想要满足我对你的撒娇？

一再问自己同样的问题，其实除了你，没有人能知道答案~

很想进一步了解你，想更靠近你，可是你就是那么得让人摸不清，猜不透~