现在已经是12.48AM了，却还是一点睡意也没有。昨天晚上睡觉的时候也已经是一点多，今天早上起来的时候太阳其实很刺眼，还以为已经快中午了，谁知道查了查电话，才发现是6AM！以为自己的手机时间有问题，抓了另一台电话再查一查，一样是6AM！我的妈呀！我才睡了不到5个钟头！！！很努力的在床上翻滚了快半个小时，希望自己能够再入睡，我失败了！很不愿意的爬起身来梳洗一番，坐在电脑前面没事干！这里按按，那里按按，到了将近11点多，终于开始困了，又在爬回床上睡去~
再次醒来的时候已经快1PM了！再次坐回电脑前面，朋友约了出去喝茶，我很爽快地就答应了！想到上几个礼拜连续赶着功课都没有轻松过，想想明天的考试也就算了，没有什么心情温习，换了个装，就出门去！朋友和我说了一个我很不愿意知道的消息，她要搬到另一个地方和她的男友一起生活！看来明年回来的时候，我就又少了一个可以一起玩疯的朋友了~叹息呀！
过了明天的考试，我就真的可以放松了，不要去想成绩！反正在怎样担心也改变不了结果，只要自己尽力了就好，至少对得起自己！加油吧！“贱”-NET，你可以的！
Monday, November 8, 2010
Saturday, October 2, 2010
单身又怎样？
很多人都很好奇，为什么我到现在还是单身？都快7-8个月的时间了，还是单身？尤其是身边比较熟的朋友，问了又问。其实我知道为什么他们会好奇，因为我从不缺爱情，至少他们认识的那个以前的我是这样！想知道为什么？其实答案很简单：
1 - 一直追求自由不爱被控制、讨厌约束的自己，暂时觉得单身生活比较愉快，并不想寄托于任何的感情牵挂和困扰
2 - 自己喜欢的对象并没有明确表态对我的情感，不想自己先会错意，所以也就变得无声无息；喜欢我的对象却是郎有情妹无意，叫我怎么接受？
3 - 就算是恋爱了，也只会是痛苦的远距离爱情，除了思念的折磨，就是无依无靠的寂寞，还要担心对方的不忠、自己可能会变的情感，那还不如单身的好？
我其实一点都没变，还是以前那个爱玩就玩，做尽傻事让人家笑话也不会觉得羞耻的那个我！唯独对于感情，我不得不变。心已经疲惫了，伤痕累累的，怎么治疗都不会复原，至少已经不是一颗完完整整的心了！有好几次，想要不顾一切的豁出去，却被心里那微弱的声音给止住了，不停的呐喊 “ 不要做傻事，最后又要受伤的 ”，所以还没行动，我就胆怯了、退缩了！
现在寻找的爱情，再不是什么轰轰烈烈、惊喜连连、浪漫不断的爱情。希望的只是踏踏实实、坚韧不变的爱情，寻求的也只是一个可以给于安全感的终生依靠。
1 - 一直追求自由不爱被控制、讨厌约束的自己，暂时觉得单身生活比较愉快，并不想寄托于任何的感情牵挂和困扰
2 - 自己喜欢的对象并没有明确表态对我的情感，不想自己先会错意，所以也就变得无声无息；喜欢我的对象却是郎有情妹无意，叫我怎么接受？
3 - 就算是恋爱了，也只会是痛苦的远距离爱情，除了思念的折磨，就是无依无靠的寂寞，还要担心对方的不忠、自己可能会变的情感，那还不如单身的好？
我其实一点都没变，还是以前那个爱玩就玩，做尽傻事让人家笑话也不会觉得羞耻的那个我！唯独对于感情，我不得不变。心已经疲惫了，伤痕累累的，怎么治疗都不会复原，至少已经不是一颗完完整整的心了！有好几次，想要不顾一切的豁出去，却被心里那微弱的声音给止住了，不停的呐喊 “ 不要做傻事，最后又要受伤的 ”，所以还没行动，我就胆怯了、退缩了！
现在寻找的爱情，再不是什么轰轰烈烈、惊喜连连、浪漫不断的爱情。希望的只是踏踏实实、坚韧不变的爱情，寻求的也只是一个可以给于安全感的终生依靠。
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
23rd B'DAY
26th September 2010
Woke up around noon, called my friend to accompany me to do some preparations for the night coming little birthday party! Nothing much to prepare tho, just for the drinks and the cake. My friends reserved a 10" strawberry cake, it was really nice and delicious. Unluckily, she bought the wrong candles with the number of 22 instead of 23! LOL. Correct information on the chocolate plate but wrong for the candle. Nah~ Whatever! Who cares?
Woke up around noon, called my friend to accompany me to do some preparations for the night coming little birthday party! Nothing much to prepare tho, just for the drinks and the cake. My friends reserved a 10" strawberry cake, it was really nice and delicious. Unluckily, she bought the wrong candles with the number of 22 instead of 23! LOL. Correct information on the chocolate plate but wrong for the candle. Nah~ Whatever! Who cares?
The wordings on the chocolate plate? 贱-NET 23 生日快乐 > Jeanette 23rd Happy Birthday!
* The meaning of 贱? Find it out yourself!
We had lots of fun in my friend's house (as I organised my party at her place, more convenient and it's at least a private unit). One of my friend wasn't feeling quite well due to her food poisoning (take care and rest well yo!). We drank, we talked, we played dices. However, I was too tired and was already home before 11pm! Took a shower and prepared to sleep!
27th September 2010
Worked in the morning, and after work, I went to buy some Halloween stuffs for the Klub Kandy Halloween party. What had I bought? Devil Hair-band! Danced all night long till everyone was so sweaty!!! The place was so so crowded! I spotted bunnies, Marios, princesses, Pikachu, etc...
** Thank you all of you guys to celebrate my birthday with me and also all the wishes that I received! Love you guys so much!
Friday, September 10, 2010
WAITING
Sitting alone at the library, waiting for my friend's call. He was supposed to accompany me on a visit to my proposed site to take some photos, but I was late due to the wait for my turn on the tutorial just now. Nothing much to talk about my design with the tutor just now, because my drawings were just random without any fixed dimensions. Slightly talked bout my ideas on the bridge, the tutor didn't seem to have much problem with it, so I guess I'm alright! HAPPY! Next thing I'm gonna do is to focus on the model building tomorrow. Then the rest of next week is to fix my design problem.
Boring! Still waiting for the call and my phone seems to lie on the table silently. Sigh~ What the hell is he doing and when is he going to call me? Nah~ After all it's still my fault, I made him waiting just now and now's my turn to wait. T.T
It was drizzling outside. Had a 6-inch Subway with a cup of white hot chocolate. I'm half-full. Planning to have another meal after my site analysis is done! And he is definitely owing me a cup of milk tea. "Ladies' every-month-problem"? Who cares! I never stop in taking cold things since I was born! LOL! Without milk tea, there's like something missing in my life! Overstating? Not at all! I'm serious! Milk tea, I love YOU!
Boring! Still waiting for the call and my phone seems to lie on the table silently. Sigh~ What the hell is he doing and when is he going to call me? Nah~ After all it's still my fault, I made him waiting just now and now's my turn to wait. T.T
It was drizzling outside. Had a 6-inch Subway with a cup of white hot chocolate. I'm half-full. Planning to have another meal after my site analysis is done! And he is definitely owing me a cup of milk tea. "Ladies' every-month-problem"? Who cares! I never stop in taking cold things since I was born! LOL! Without milk tea, there's like something missing in my life! Overstating? Not at all! I'm serious! Milk tea, I love YOU!
Sunday, September 5, 2010
LATEST UPDATE
It was about a month ago since my last post. Being so lazy to update my "latest news" because nothing was really special, other then I had bruises on my knees because of my slip during work weeks ago. It was really painful and yet the bruises are still not totally cleared yet!
It's Spring now. Not to say it's hot, but warm... Raining almost everyday since Spring, I like it rains when I'm sleeping, but not when I'm hanging out! God!!!
The place where I work have moved to next door! On the 1st day of opening, it was terribly crowded and busy. Kitchen staffs weren't able to cope with the new environment and there was some system problem going on that time. Fast orders but slow in serving. The situation was really terrifying. I was the one issued to be "consultant" dealing with customers' inquiries of the day. I was really stressed out when most of the customers left with fierce and unsatisfying faces! However, I tried my best to do my job with polite greetings to all of them. What a tough day!!!
2nd day of the opening, I had night shift and it was Annual River Festival of Brisbane! No fireworks for me, no jets performance for me! >< Undeniably, there was going to be flows and flows of people coming in for food after the fest! Problems occurred: malfunction of exhaust fan in the kitchen, electrical breakdown...etc! Get the problems fixed after half an hour and continued the flow! What a NIGHT! Finished my work around 10.30pm, grabbed my Subway and went home! I was exhausted!
It's Spring now. Not to say it's hot, but warm... Raining almost everyday since Spring, I like it rains when I'm sleeping, but not when I'm hanging out! God!!!
The place where I work have moved to next door! On the 1st day of opening, it was terribly crowded and busy. Kitchen staffs weren't able to cope with the new environment and there was some system problem going on that time. Fast orders but slow in serving. The situation was really terrifying. I was the one issued to be "consultant" dealing with customers' inquiries of the day. I was really stressed out when most of the customers left with fierce and unsatisfying faces! However, I tried my best to do my job with polite greetings to all of them. What a tough day!!!
2nd day of the opening, I had night shift and it was Annual River Festival of Brisbane! No fireworks for me, no jets performance for me! >< Undeniably, there was going to be flows and flows of people coming in for food after the fest! Problems occurred: malfunction of exhaust fan in the kitchen, electrical breakdown...etc! Get the problems fixed after half an hour and continued the flow! What a NIGHT! Finished my work around 10.30pm, grabbed my Subway and went home! I was exhausted!
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