Monday, May 23, 2011

离我越远越好

我曾经喜欢过你,曾经爱上过你,我们分手了。
我曾经尝试着和你变成朋友,曾经和你吵过无数大大小小的架。
那许多曾经的曾经,再也不会发生了!

无理取闹(我总以为“无理取闹”是女生的专利,没想到你比女生严重)
少爷脾气(这个我懂!也许从小到大,身边的人都顺着你的意吧?)
脾气暴躁(一丁点的芝麻小事你都可以发脾气,对我大喊大叫)
不守承诺(这一点大部分男生都做不到,我不怪你)
嫉妒心强(我有我的自由,和谁交朋友你管不着,也不管你事)
心里不平衡(你到底懂不懂分手是什么意思?还要管那么多干吗?)
你“狗眼看人低(样样都要贵的你才吃,好的你才用,还嫌我不懂吃好的 [囧])
占有欲强(分手后还问我为什么喜欢另外一个人?是你提分手的好不好?还怪我?)

你说你很想了解我,说我为什么那么难懂?
看来难了解的那个人是你自己吧?
从来就没有人说过我很难懂,你还真的是第一个!
你说我对你说话很不温柔(你去问问我的朋友们,我几时说话会很温柔?)
你说你希望我像以前那样对你轻声细语(拜托!我不是你女朋友了!)
你说我为什么男性朋友那么多(因为我其实并不是一个难相处的人,除了对你来说!)
你还过分到出去时对我毛手毛脚(还口口声声说把我当朋友,那是朋友该做的吗?)

我已经忍无可忍了!
不要再问我为什么那么难懂!(我做人是简单的可以!)
不要问我为什么对你说话粗声粗气!(我对朋友本来就是那个样子!)
不要再假情假意想要跟我和好!(你一点机会希望都没有!)

我从来没有忍一个人可以忍那么久,也从来不会讨厌人!
我现在可以很肯定地告诉你,我对你真的是有够反感的!
最后!不要再找我!你如果再出现,我不会像之前那么客气了!!!

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

MIXED FEELING

Recently is up to an online game... well to be frank, it's nothing special than the other online games I played before, but...it's extremely few people playing this online game AND this really catches my attention to play... :P Wanna know what's the game? Nah... I'm not going to tell you!!! I just want to keep it as few people as it can be to enjoy this game...SORRY!!!

Above is not what I really want to talk about for this post... and it starts now...

I've been thinking hard lately about us. Wondering what happened to you? You are treating me distantly... don't you feel that way? Mixed feeling is really torturing me, I can't ask for a clear answer from you, and neither can I find out from anyone else but YOU. I feel lost, lost in the way that I'd never felt before, lost in the sense that I can hardly gain back my faith in believing what you told me earlier. Can I? No, I can't. I'm losing my vitality to think of all those questions without answers. I'm exhausted, in the love on just one side, with another side of uncertainty, I rather let go in this point.
Maybe, I've been expecting too much from you. Maybe, I need you more than I thought. However, I know that I'll be happy enough for a few days on just getting a how-are-you. No one have ever made me feel such helpless before. I think you'll be the biggest challenge ever either for me to fight for or let go!!!

All I want to know from you is just
THE SIMPLEST QUESTION YET THE HARDEST QUESTION TO ANSWER...
HAVE YOU EVER FALLEN IN LOVE WITH ME?