拥抱。距离

在这寒冷的冬天里，

我最需要的就是你的拥抱。

不知道什么时候开始，

你的影子会不断出现在我的脑海里；

不知道什么时候开始，

我会傻傻的看着电话等着你的讯息；

不知道什么时候开始，

我会在意你的看法去尝试改变自己；

不知道什么时候开始，

我开始对你唠叨你不良的生活习惯；

不知道什么时候开始，

我会为了你对我开的玩笑而发脾气；

不知道什么时候开始...

在飞机起飞的那一刻，

我才发现，我已经爱上你了，却没有勇气告诉你...

我们的实际距离是...

5097 kilometers / 3167 miles / 2752 nautical miles.

那我们的心距离多远呢？

I'M BACK! BRISBANE!

It has been ten days since I arrived in Brisbane after half-a-year-holiday back in my hometown. Nothing much has changed in Brisbane. The only thing that I notice is the price for everything has gone up, especially transportation fees.

What happened on the 1st day I arrived? My laptop was booting really really slow after I did the Windows updates. I was freaked out, called an old friend of mine who lives half an hour ride away from me to save my lappy. He came in on the weekend with another friend to look at my poor lappy. It didn't seem to get any better no matter what he did. So at last I had decided to keep it with me for the night and pray for miracle to happen. Too bad, I'm not that lucky. Ended up I had to bring my lappy back to him and he lent me his spare laptop for the time being. The good news is...he called me today to tell me that my lappy is finally normal again! Yeah!

I was recently busy catching up with some friends around Brisbane while sticking back to the place where I used to work last year. Luckily they're hiring at the moment and I get the job! Starting my shifts next week onwards and I 'at least' don't need to worry bout spending without income! ^^

Now, the only thing that I'm worried about is...I can't f**king find my 'useful' cards anywhere from my friends place where I put all my packings last year. What's worse is that I can't remember whether I brought the cards back to hometown or I left them here in Brisbane. Damn! I was digging every corner of my room in hometown days before I left, yet I couldn't find any sign of the cards. Now that I'm back, I still can't find them anywhere in the boxes! Where the hell they've gone??? I need them so so much!!! *Sobs*

My skin problem is getting worse nowadays. The main reason may be lack of sleep. My colleague is too kind to recommend me to the dermatologist that she visits, claiming that it is good. She had her skin treated and taking 'some kind of' contraceptives pills for her problem, at the same time using their skin products... And it took like 8 months for her to see better result! I was like "What the f**k!!! 8 months for your tiny skin problem??? Then mine will be like forever to cure, MAN!!!" However, I'll still go to see a doctor when school starts for some advice, see how it goes from there...

泪。朋友

当你想哭的时候却找不到可靠的肩膀，就只剩枕头和纸巾帮你擦去脸上的泪水了。在人家面前，尤其是家人，总是要坚强一点的，就算心里有多难过，都还是尽量不让眼泪流下来。无可否认我是个爱哭的人，有时候还是会忍不住就掉眼泪，在人家面前不会哭的厉害，私底下一个人的时候对着枕头的时候就会歇斯底里的哭不停，自己也控制不了。

最近发现，其实可以诉说心事的朋友没有很多，这里的朋友反而没有澳洲的朋友来的可靠。就算是认识很多年的朋友，基本上也只会敷衍个几句就算了，过后也不会记得你到底说过什么。不能怪他们，毕竟每个人都会有心事，每个人也会有自己想要解决的事，谁还能够闲着去管别人的事？

回来的这段时间，还发现了另外一个道理 ：不管是认识多少年的朋友，不管你觉得自己和他/她有多熟，都千万不要冒险去得罪那个人，因为一个人有时候生气起来，是很可怕的！不是每一个人都能够宽宏大量的去和你说一声 “ 没事，过去了就算了 ”，也不是每个人可以在你道歉过后就马上原谅你！

WHY GUYS LOVE GIRLS?

1. The way they always smell good even if it's just shampoo.
2. The way they always find the right spot on our shoulder.
3. How cute they look when they sleep.
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms.
5. The way they kiss you and make everything alright in the world.
6. How cute they are when they eat.
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end its all worth while.
8. The way they are always warm even if its minus 30 degrees.
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear.
10. The way she fishes for compliments even though you both know she's the most beautiful thing on this earth.
11. How cute they are when they argue.
12. How their hand always seems to find ours.
13. The way they smile.
14. The way you feel when you see her name on the caller id after you've had a big fight.
15. The way she says "Lets not fight anymore" even though you know an hour later.
16. The way they kiss you when youve done something nice for her.
17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you".
18. Actually.. just the way they kiss you.
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry.
20. Then apologizing for crying over something that silly.
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt.
22. Then the way they apologize when it really does hurt. (even though we don't admit it!)
23. The way they say "I miss you".
24. The way you miss them.
25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore. Yet regardless whether you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them, it matters not. Because once in your life whatever they were to the world they become the world to you. When you look them in the eyes traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without a trace of sound you know that your own life is inevitably consumed with the rhythmic beatings of her very own heart. We love them for a million reasons, no paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of a mind, but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.

十二大情人节

Just to share a bit with you guys!


（十二大情人节） =]
1 月 14 日 - 日记情人节 Diary Day
2 月 14 日 - 西洋情人节 Valenties's Day
3 月 14 日 - 白色情人节 White Day
4 月 14 日 - 黑色情人节 Black Day
5 月 14 日 - 玫瑰情人节 Rose Day
6 月 14 日 - 亲吻情人节 Kiss Day
7 月 14 日 - 银色情人节 Silver Day
8 月 14 日 - 绿色情人节 Green Day
9 月 14 日 - 音乐情人节 / 相片情人节 Music Day / Photo Day
10 月 14 日 - 葡萄酒情人节 Wine Day
11 月 14 日 - 橙色情人节 / 电影情人节 Orange Day / Movie Day
12 月 14 日 - 拥抱情人节 Hug Day