Monday, May 23, 2011

离我越远越好

我曾经喜欢过你,曾经爱上过你,我们分手了。
我曾经尝试着和你变成朋友,曾经和你吵过无数大大小小的架。
那许多曾经的曾经,再也不会发生了!

无理取闹(我总以为“无理取闹”是女生的专利,没想到你比女生严重)
少爷脾气(这个我懂!也许从小到大,身边的人都顺着你的意吧?)
脾气暴躁(一丁点的芝麻小事你都可以发脾气,对我大喊大叫)
不守承诺(这一点大部分男生都做不到,我不怪你)
嫉妒心强(我有我的自由,和谁交朋友你管不着,也不管你事)
心里不平衡(你到底懂不懂分手是什么意思?还要管那么多干吗?)
你“狗眼看人低(样样都要贵的你才吃,好的你才用,还嫌我不懂吃好的 [囧])
占有欲强(分手后还问我为什么喜欢另外一个人?是你提分手的好不好?还怪我?)

你说你很想了解我,说我为什么那么难懂?
看来难了解的那个人是你自己吧?
从来就没有人说过我很难懂,你还真的是第一个!
你说我对你说话很不温柔(你去问问我的朋友们,我几时说话会很温柔?)
你说你希望我像以前那样对你轻声细语(拜托!我不是你女朋友了!)
你说我为什么男性朋友那么多(因为我其实并不是一个难相处的人,除了对你来说!)
你还过分到出去时对我毛手毛脚(还口口声声说把我当朋友,那是朋友该做的吗?)

我已经忍无可忍了!
不要再问我为什么那么难懂!(我做人是简单的可以!)
不要问我为什么对你说话粗声粗气!(我对朋友本来就是那个样子!)
不要再假情假意想要跟我和好!(你一点机会希望都没有!)

我从来没有忍一个人可以忍那么久,也从来不会讨厌人!
我现在可以很肯定地告诉你,我对你真的是有够反感的!
最后!不要再找我!你如果再出现,我不会像之前那么客气了!!!

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

MIXED FEELING

Recently is up to an online game... well to be frank, it's nothing special than the other online games I played before, but...it's extremely few people playing this online game AND this really catches my attention to play... :P Wanna know what's the game? Nah... I'm not going to tell you!!! I just want to keep it as few people as it can be to enjoy this game...SORRY!!!

Above is not what I really want to talk about for this post... and it starts now...

I've been thinking hard lately about us. Wondering what happened to you? You are treating me distantly... don't you feel that way? Mixed feeling is really torturing me, I can't ask for a clear answer from you, and neither can I find out from anyone else but YOU. I feel lost, lost in the way that I'd never felt before, lost in the sense that I can hardly gain back my faith in believing what you told me earlier. Can I? No, I can't. I'm losing my vitality to think of all those questions without answers. I'm exhausted, in the love on just one side, with another side of uncertainty, I rather let go in this point.
Maybe, I've been expecting too much from you. Maybe, I need you more than I thought. However, I know that I'll be happy enough for a few days on just getting a how-are-you. No one have ever made me feel such helpless before. I think you'll be the biggest challenge ever either for me to fight for or let go!!!

All I want to know from you is just
THE SIMPLEST QUESTION YET THE HARDEST QUESTION TO ANSWER...
HAVE YOU EVER FALLEN IN LOVE WITH ME?

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

曾经。最近

很久以后的今天,我又开始听些华语歌了
还记得A-LIN的“分手是需要练习的”这首歌吗?
那是我们在饭店房间里,我听着这首歌,你在后面淡淡的和我说这首歌很好听的
虽然你不明白里面的意思,但是你感觉到音乐是带点伤感的


分手需要練習的


談起關於你的話題  終於可以不用缺席
甚至還表現得不再關心  從前你是傷的痕跡
現在不過是場回憶  忽遠 忽近

我怕的是低潮來襲  這城市哪裡夠隱密
藏住我突然想哭的情緒  寧願失去鬥志勇氣
好過和你冷戰推擠  這樣 誰輸得起

原來分手是需要練習的  等時間久了會變勇敢的
你慢慢出走 我漸漸放手  這不就是 我們要的自由

原來分手是需要練習的  等傷口好了會變輕鬆的
海闊天空 不殘留一點痛
回頭看怕懦弱 往前走怕墜落
但我一定能學會  在想你的時候 不難過
我怕的是低潮來襲  這城市哪裡夠隱密
藏住我突然想哭的情緒  寧願失去鬥志勇氣
好過和你冷戰推擠  這樣 誰輸得起

原來分手是需要練習的  等時間久了會變勇敢的
你慢慢出走 我漸漸放手  這不就是 我們要的自由

原來分手是需要練習的  等傷口好了會變輕鬆的
海闊天空 不殘留一點痛
回頭看怕懦弱 往前走怕墜落
但我一定能學會  在想你的時候 不難過

原來分手是需要練習的  等傷口好了會變輕鬆的
海闊天空 不殘留一點痛
回頭看怕懦弱 往前走怕墜落
但我一定能學會  在想你的時候 不難過

另外一首让我想起你的歌,一定就是丁当的“我是一只小小鸟”了
还记得那次在你的车上听着这首歌的时候,你告诉我
说你曾在一间酒吧里听到一个女生唱这首歌,唱得很好听
那之后你最很喜欢这首歌
所以在你说了这番话之后,我开始偷偷学唱这首歌
也许不会唱得比那个女生好听,可是至少我尝试过

我是一只小小鸟

有时候我觉得自己像一只小小鸟
想要飞却怎么样也飞不高
也许有一天我栖上了枝头 却成为猎人的目标
我飞上了青天才发现自己 从此无依无靠
每次到了夜深人静的时候 我总是睡不着
我怀疑是不是只有我的明天没有变得更好
未来会怎样 究竟有谁会知道
幸福是否只是一种传说 我永远都找不到
我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高
我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高

所有知道我的名字的人呐
你们好不好 世界时如此的小
我们注定无处可逃 当我尝尽人情冷暖
当你决定为了你的理想燃烧
生活的压力与生命的尊严 哪一个重要
我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高
我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高

最近觉得你变得很冷淡了,是为什么?
而且,我对你的思念越来越少,想念另一个他的时间越来越长
可是,想到你的冷漠,心依然会痛

曾经,我们打打闹闹,有说有笑,那是多么自然的感觉

Monday, April 25, 2011

FAST FIVE

This is a must-watch movie...
FAST & FURIOUS 5

And I personally love HAN (Sung Kang) the most!!! I don't know why but he just caught my eyes in all F&F movies... He is just too cool!!! I recently run through his personal details... Can you believe that he is now 39? He totally doesn't look like one!!! OMG!!! 


Sunday, April 24, 2011

AUCKLAND TRIP

The very 1st day in Auckland, I was actually to be very excited about the trip. It is my 1st time to be in Auckland, although I'd been to South island (Christchurch to Queenstown) last year. It is a big city with tall buildings and shops everywhere, a bit like Christchurch but nothing like Queenstown. I can say that it is definitely a city with food, a lot of variety of food. Walked around the city after a few hours of nap in the hotel, it was really enjoying.

The 2nd day, I was having the same activities as yesterday. Shopped around and not to forget, hunting for food all around the city.

The weather was getting worse when we had our very 1st day field trip with Andrew Wilson, our course coordinator for this semester. It rained the whole day, continuously for the whole afternoon. We cannot really follow the actual plan that he set, so he changed the plan, taking a ferry to the Devonport, walked all the way up to a hill and lookout to the entire town of Devonport. It was really a nice view, just which we all gave up on the umbrellas as the wind was too strong and the umbrellas were useless at all. We took some pictures along and dismissed around 5pm. Walked all the way back to our hotel, had a comfortable washed up, rested for a while and it was dinnertime. After the dinner, we slept in no time…exhausted.

We continued our field trip for 3 days. To be honest, the weather in Auckland is unpredictable. It can rain for few minutes, stop for few minutes, and continued to rain the whole day. Wind is another major issue, which basically made the umbrella useless.

After a 4-day visit to places around Auckland, we were off for another 2 days before heading back to Brisbane. So, we went to Silvia Park by train, a shopping mall which is not to say large but is enough for you to get what you want. However, we didn't buy anything from there.

The next day, we took a bus to New Market. There were shops all around that area, especially boutiques! I was trying out for CROCS, but they were out of my size. It was a good thing that I didn’t need to spend another NZD$70+ on that particular pair of shoes that I wanted to buy.

Seriously nothing much to talk about Auckland. As what I know, the food is nice, weather is weird, the School of Architecture in University of Auckland is better than the one in University of Queensland (no offence)… And there are places good for girls that love shopping!!! The whole journey for me other than the "adventures" given by my lecture, is ALL ABOUT EAT & DRINK!!!

*** Feel free to have a peek on my Facebook photos under the folder "Auckalnd Trip" to see what I had in Auckland. ^^