Tuesday, September 11, 2012

曖昧時與愛情時

分享自[男人女人]
曖昧時與愛情時 __ ♥

暧昧时
会有人时时关心我在哪在干嘛
爱情时
关心成了一种习惯性的问候

暧昧时
会有人幼稚的嚷嚷着说要保护我
爱情时
只有那句乏味无力的我爱你

暧昧时会有人因为找不到我而着急要死
爱情时
我一整天不出现也不会有半个短信

暧昧时
更多的是欢乐的笑话
爱情时
更多的是无奈的谎言

暧昧时
不用提心吊胆过日子
爱情时
每天疑神疑鬼乱七八糟


暧昧时
无忧无虑 只要我快乐 哪怕他不爽
爱情时
处心积虑 只要他幸福 哪怕我难过

暧昧时
幸福多 忧伤少
爱情时
刚好相反

暧昧时
因为彼此不曾拥有 所以互相珍惜
爱情时
因为已经拥有彼此 所以不再重视

暧昧时
一切都那么美好
为什么爱情时全都变了?

爱情还不如暧昧
没名没份挺好 至少我还是那么快乐
有你关心爱护的那份快乐

我们回不去了 
一个暧昧横行的年代 __ ♥





感想:

至少我觉得我是真的有点越陷越深了...
总是分不清什么是暧昧,什么是爱情...


Monday, August 20, 2012

感情这回事

最近好像身边的朋友都在忙着订婚结婚的,怎么了?今年是嫁娶的好时候?

朋友们开始问我一堆的问题:

怎么还不找个男朋友?
(我还是比较喜欢自由,不喜欢被人家管东管西的)
怎么还是单身?
(一个人有什么不好?自由自在的很呢!)
没有人追?
(这是秘密,不告诉你,自己知道就好了!*吐舌*)
我来介绍一些朋友给你,好不?
(不需要啦!我不缺朋友,而且男性朋友居多)
是时候找个男朋友定下来了,不是吗?
(谁说我不定性了?没有男朋友就等于不定性了吗?)
你还玩不够哦?
(我没有在玩啊!我可是很认真的!)
为什么你不和谁谁谁在一起?
(在一起也是要有感觉的,没有感觉要怎样在一起?)
感觉是可以慢慢培养的,知道吗?
(不要跟我说废话!如果培养不出来,那就等于浪费时间!)
那个男的不好?
(不是他不好,是我不够好,不适合他!*吐舌*)
你不喜欢人家?
(喜欢呀!只是不爱而已~)

现在连我妈都觉得我应该找个男朋友了,你们烦不烦?
难道 ‘男朋友’ 这回事是我说了要就有的吗?
自己觉得不适合的,我宁可不要!
那些什么感情可以培养的对我来说真的是废话罢了!
我只是相信 《是你的就是你的,不是你的你怎样强求也不会是你的》
有些人会说 《机会是要自己把握的》 这个道理我懂!
可是我还是觉得《感情》这回事还是顺其自然的好!

Saturday, August 4, 2012

LAZY PIG

The weather in Brisbane is getting colder & colder. It drops until 3-4 degree Celsius during night time & never get higher than 18 during the day. I'll rather hide under my warm blanket & not to get up every morning. >.< Hate that feeling so much!!!

Recently isn't motivated to start doing assignment, although I think it's easy to finish the job assigned by the group. All I'm into is to work work & work without thinking anything else. I'm not a workaholic for sure, but I feel happier to work than staring at the laptop doing the assignment which I hate so much about. No matter what, I still need to stay focus on the study more than others, YES! I know that & keep telling myself to start doing it, yet physically & mentally don't work quite well together. GOD, what happen to me???

I start to get along pretty well with the groupmates. Hopefully the group assignment goes fine too. Nothing special to add-on. My weekly routine will normally be going to class on Monday & Tuesday, slacking on Wednesday, working on Thursday & Friday, hanging out with friends on Saturday and struggling to do some school work on Sunday (LOL). SERIOUSLY, I'M A LAZY PIG!!! Damn, I hate myself so much!!!


Saturday, July 21, 2012

拥抱。距离


在这寒冷的冬天里,
我最需要的就是的拥抱。


不知道什么时候开始,
你的影子会不断出现在我的脑海里;
不知道什么时候开始,
我会傻傻的看着电话等着你的讯息;
不知道什么时候开始,
我会在意你的看法去尝试改变自己;
不知道什么时候开始,
我开始对你唠叨你不良的生活习惯;
不知道什么时候开始,
我会为了你对我开的玩笑而发脾气;
不知道什么时候开始...


在飞机起飞的那一刻,
我才发现,我已经爱上你了,却没有勇气告诉你...


我们的实际距离是...
5097 kilometers / 3167 miles / 2752 nautical miles.
那我们的心距离多远呢?

I'M BACK! BRISBANE!

It has been ten days since I arrived in Brisbane after half-a-year-holiday back in my hometown. Nothing much has changed in Brisbane. The only thing that I notice is the price for everything has gone up, especially transportation fees.
What happened on the 1st day I arrived? My laptop was booting really really slow after I did the Windows updates. I was freaked out, called an old friend of mine who lives half an hour ride away from me to save my lappy. He came in on the weekend with another friend to look at my poor lappy. It didn't seem to get any better no matter what he did. So at last I had decided to keep it with me for the night and pray for miracle to happen. Too bad, I'm not that lucky. Ended up I had to bring my lappy back to him and he lent me his spare laptop for the time being. The good news is...he called me today to tell me that my lappy is finally normal again! Yeah!
I was recently busy catching up with some friends around Brisbane while sticking back to the place where I used to work last year. Luckily they're hiring at the moment and I get the job! Starting my shifts next week onwards and I 'at least' don't need to worry bout spending without income! ^^
Now, the only thing that I'm worried about is...I can't f**king find my 'useful' cards anywhere from my friends place where I put all my packings last year. What's worse is that I can't remember whether I brought the cards back to hometown or I left them here in Brisbane. Damn! I was digging every corner of my room in hometown days before I left, yet I couldn't find any sign of the cards. Now that I'm back, I still can't find them anywhere in the boxes! Where the hell they've gone??? I need them so so much!!! *Sobs*
My skin problem is getting worse nowadays. The main reason may be lack of sleep. My colleague is too kind to recommend me to the dermatologist that she visits, claiming that it is good. She had her skin treated and taking 'some kind of' contraceptives pills for her problem, at the same time using their skin products... And it took like 8 months for her to see better result! I was like "What the f**k!!! 8 months for your tiny skin problem??? Then mine will be like forever to cure, MAN!!!" However, I'll still go to see a doctor when school starts for some advice, see how it goes from there...