Tuesday, February 15, 2011

爱上双子

爱上双子的人,说不累是假的,一半是因为爱的太深,以至忽略了追求过程中的慌张疲惫;另一半是因为用太多的精力去稳定双子那颗难以安定下来的心,所以没有多余的时间去考虑累不累这个问题。爱上双子,就像是在不安的世界找安稳,以为已成定局,却又在下一秒发现根本没有抓紧这份感情。所以不断的来回追逐,三番五次的确定真心,直到彼此的心紧紧相靠,不再分开。

这正是我现在的心情,太准了!也许现在最重要的,还是把自己的课业搞好,再去想些有的没有的吧!一切随缘!!!

** 谢谢你们这两个好朋友好哥哥,陪了我一整晚,还要面对我那张丑死的哭相,真是太不好意思了!

Thursday, February 10, 2011

IT HURTS

It's been a while since the last post of my blog...
Well, it's almost half way through Chinese New Year and there's nothing special to be noted...

Other than visiting friends and relatives, gambling, drinking, singing & dancing will be the major activities throughout the whole Chinese New Year... Yet to remind me that, I'm 24 this year! Not to say really mature, but it's time for me to really settle down and think more!

Friends are still the same, funny, friendly & crappy! Last year, I was the one got addicted on Rummy. Turned out this year happened to be Dolly! Met some new friends during this short time of period, they're all nice!

There's something that I want to note down in this post, as I don't know when will be the next time I update my news again...
" Checked my Facebook few days ago and I found out he had changed the relationship status into 'single', without notifying me! At first I was pissed, and then I felt hurt. Feeling that he was so disrespectful. When I asked him about that, he told me 'I changed it long time ago...I wanted you to find out yourself...' After some arguments, he claimed that he wanted to change the status back to 'In a relationship...' However, I refused and stopped this conversation by telling him that 'Leave it there, let it be...' For me, it was just meaningless to change the relationship again & again when nothing was true & real...  The next day, he was still the same. This incident didn't seem to bother him too much... Therefore, what I can do is to save it as a dream, a short but sweet dream... Now, it hurts more than I thought it would be! Yet I believe that I will be better...in time... "